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It had been a while since the last time I felt that I'm taking the longest walk of my life. My tears started dropping one after another so I kept my head bowed low and prevented myself from sniffing.
Kaiden was right. I really was a crybaby. I should practice how to suppress my tears moving forward. If I ended up seeing her with another girl, I might end up crying again and I couldn't possibly show him that. I should be stronger than this.
After what seemed to be an hour or two of walking, we finally arrived at my room. Still with my head and eyes lowered, I bid my goodbye and good night quickly to him and rushed to bed. I slumped my body to the bed and my face to the pillow. And that was when I finally let myself cry.
"Sniff… sniff… Stupid Kaiden."
