The world seems so unfair...
Imagine the life as a race and the rich people already had the head start since their future seems to be decided ahead of them, they don't have to struggle about the daily life or find a job just to go to school but instead they can live their school day to its fullest while filled with fun and excitement.
Poor peoples on the other hand sometimes don't even get the chance to go to school and have fun because since they where born they have to do work and struggle from day to day just to find food and other daily necessities.
But for now, you can just forget about that since this is my story... A story about me and my experiences that I left in this world.
Yes, I died but first you need to know how and why.
let me introduce my self,
my name is Joy,I'm a guy, I'm probably 16-17 years old. Umm... No parent nor guardian.
And I actually have a very strange hobby and that is talking to my self.
-No,not just a hobby,but maybe its like the personality I have.
You're probably asking yourself"is this guy stupid?,he's not sure about his age!"
Well just make your self puzzled because I honestly don't know too.
"Afterlife"
when I was young,I sometime wonder and asks my self in my favourite spot in a certain bay, as I watched people passing by enjoying themselves watching this beautiful sunset.
Except if you look down, you'll probably see trashes everywhere...
"I wonder what will happen to me when I die?, am I gonna be happy?, will I find peace in my self?,
I hoped reincarnation is true because I don't want to just die and live in this dark and deep empty space without consciousness!...
And also I don't want to just ending up waking in hell,-you know!?..
I want some adventure in my life!,I want to be proud in my self and do something that can make other people proud and be inspired by me!
I want to live my life to its fullest extent and die satisfied!.
Such a deep and advanced thinking for a child right?just like an old man waiting for his death...
Even I my self surprised how mature I am.
Well...
Life is truly just unfair sometimes.
Wonder why such child think that way?well the answer is simple. I barely even live a life!!!
I'm like...the person you see in the street with the dirty and tattered clothes,without anything for my feet to protect it and searching whatever can find on a trash can.
I bet you have a disgusted look on your face when you look at such a person!
Well,if you do...-I HATE YOU!
-um-ehem...
Sorry I lost control...
I can't help my self...you know,
that should be the kind of person you should be helping!.
And you say "they should at least work for themselves"? Are you stupid?!!!
I mean who would ever employ an uneducated and homeless person?
Again sorry -ah-
Its... because its... personal experience I heard it from two highscooler *itches!
Because of that I made the craziest idea I ever made in my life.
Earlier I carefully stalked them until there's less people around.
(On an empty park)
*giggle*
[he's actually cute...that guy that gave me the letter]
said the woman with a blonde hair while giggling as if falling in love for the first time.
[Really?, I think he's average tho,]
The woman with four piercing in each ears said with a straight face and low tone.
[What?!, he's actually super fun to be with when you know him.]
Blondie said with a big smile aloud.
Pearcing woman looked at to blondie as if it has red its feeling,
then she smiled.
[So what now? Are you gonna date him?]-piercings
*cough*[haa?... No! He's pretty average for m-!!!..Huh???]
Blonde cut her sentence when she noticed that there's a hand touching her bag.
[Eeeeeeeeeeh!!!... Wha- heeeelp! Someone's trying to snatch my bag!!!]
Blondie screamed in fear trying to pull her bag.
[YA BITCH!... SHUT UP!]I said.
I actually tried to snatch her bag! For what she said back then.
Then suddenly, without me noticing there's a cutter blade on my throat!
[AHHHG!!!
HOLLY SHI- WHAT WAS THAT?]
I screamed in pain and stopped grabbing blonde *itches bag.
I rolled my eyes on my left side...
Its the pearcing woman she's actually a psycho!
Then she pulled the blade and get some distance away from me.
[Are you okay? Did he hurt you somewhere?]
Asked the piercings with the a worried voice.
Then blondie run to pearcing's side.
[No...not actually its the bag that he grabbed,fortunately he didn't damage it]
What's wrong with these two? They're pretty calm for someone who just killed a person.
I'm literally spraying my blood out here!
*[Ghuurk...]
*[Ghh...]
I stumbled down to my feet where most of my blood is.
[W*** *r* we gonn* ** to him?]
Huh what- wha- what are they saying?
[****** ***** bury *im som*where!]
I can see a blur on the two talking, but I can't hear clearly anymore because my ear echoed a high pitched beep.
After a while..
I saw the figure of blonde standing a top of me.
Then suddenly she hit me with a big rock she probably picked on the road side.
[Hya...]
*beeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeep*
.......
....
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My skull is probably crushed.
Wait, did I just hear them saying they'll bury me somewhere?
Hey! At least bury me in a cementary!..
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Its so dark
Is this what death feels like?...
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So am I gonna stuck here forever?....
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*beep*
With a flash I can feel that my consciousness is going back
Agh...
With a half asleep eye I can feel that a light is piercing through my retina.
What's this?
As being so confused I instictly kicked my feet because of curuosity
*Thump* [-ah]
Did I hit something?
Nah- im pretty sure I died back then so its impossible..
But its odd cause I can feel something.
So I tried to feel my body,I moved everything from head to toe.
Wha-i actually have a body.!
Then. suddenly
[Hey stop moving around! You hit me]
I heard an unfamiliar deep,old man's voice.
I opened my eyes completely out of surprise and saw a figure of an old man with white long beard and hair.
In a cloudy place with the white bed, and a chair he is sitting on,it feels like I'm in a hospital.
(Haven't actually gone to any hospital since he is poor)
Then the old man stood up and said something.
[I know your confused as to have just woke up after you died...
But please be calm and listen for I'm going to explain everything. ]
He said it straight like he already memorised it.
death... I really did die...
He looked at me and nodded like he agreed on something.
So I died,then who's this crazy old man supposed to be?
The old man suddenly looked like he was hit by something.
And muttered while having a teary eye.
[You know... I'm not crazy old man
I am god.]
Hahn...god he say...
Wait did he replied in my thoughts just now?
I didn't say it out loud didn't I?
[Yes, I did.I'm currently replying to you as I can hear your thoughts.]
Wah- now that I looked at him clearly he is slightly glowing a white light in his body.
my eyes got widen out of realisation so i jumped and kneeled on the bed and bowed to ask for forgiveness.
[I...-im so sorry I didn't realized it earlier!... Please don't throw me to hell!]
[Ho...ho
No I won't throw you to hell because of that!. I'm the God of love and kindness after all. In fact I will give you a nice offer that I'm sure you're be willing.]
He laughed like santa.
[Really? But as much as I remember I didn't do anything that is worth in goodness or anything. I even tried to snatch someone's property.]
He smiled faintly as if he is having pity on me.
[Child,you really are kind if it would be someone else they wouldn't be as humble as you and jump out of joy...
Do not be worry as I know what you were thinking. Ever since you were young, you were never a selfish person.
Even though you were hungry you would still share your foods to your fellow orphans,even though you were tired you still helped the homeless old woman to cross the street as to not let her be hit by the cars,
You never even looked on a woman with such a lusty thoughts,so even me got worried if somehow you were a homo!
And you even tried to learn reading and arithmetic from old thrown books just to teach the young orphans...
I know that one of those orphans is ill and badly needed a treatment so that you tried to find a way to find money and ended up trying to steal on someone.]
Now that I think of it I did done those things but I didn't regard those because I love my fellow orphan and treat them as my family on the streets.
And what do you mean homo?... I just can't!... I don't have time for such things...
But I'm still worried about what happened to that orphan.
[Do not think about that as he is already cured, I cured him with my divine power and until now still confused as to why did he survived]
I let out a breath of relief and smiled because I know everything is alright
[But what will happen to me now?]
I asked God politely.
[Child I will give you two options either go to heaven or reincarnate.]
He said it while opening his two hand one by one and magically it made a small hologram like screens that views in the first one as a beautiful paradise and the other one showed a figure of a baby.
Seriously? I can go to heaven?
I bet it would be wonderful but is that really what I want?
All I want is to live a successful and satisfying life but I ended up dying at the age of 16.
so... I looked at his eyes
[*Sigh...I know what you want child and I understand]
He looked kind of lonely I bet he want me to choose the other way around.
He made me stand on a strange circle mark and suddenly the whole place turned white as far as the eye can see.
Then he made a hand sign and a chant.
[Kagebutchin ninjutsu!]
(Naruto lang ang peg?)
The circle suddenly produced a blinding light.
[Remember child I will give you two gifts, the first one is,I will bring you to a new world with your past memories on it. And the second one is a cheat skill]
I was so confused
[What world?ch-cheat skill...what cheat skill? And what would happen to my old world what about the things that I left behind?]
[Child do not worry you will know eventually... Ah and those *itches is now confused as to find that your body has disappeared! Ho...ho]
Sigh* I'm glad
Then suddenly the bright light coming from the circle swallowed me
*Woooshh.
Tha-that god actually called them *itches?...
(End of chapter)
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