After Arthur reached the age of 8, Uthur dissapeared and when Arthurs goes to his mission, when he meets people who want to kill him he somehow loses control of his body and just start to kill his enemies. He constantly gets beaten to a pulp by Aerin when it does happen though
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Arthur was in his room. Holding his head
His heartbeat is fast and he was sweating cold sweat
Kill kill ill kill kill kill kill kill kill kill kill kill kill kill kill kill kll kill kill kill kill kill kill kill kill kill kill kill kill kill shut up! Shut up! Shut up! Why! Why do I want to kill!? Why!
Please!
Anyone!
Help!
Please!
Arthur, calm down. Breath in and out
Arthurs inhales then exhales repeatedly until he and his heartbeat calmed down
Arthur raised his head. Looking onto the ceiling he told himself
"Sigh*, what a troublesome mind I have. I am a child right? Yet, why do I speak and think like this?"
Streams of tears comedown from Arthurs eyes
"Why do I want to kill? Is this...do I need to accept this?...I know...I need to kill those bandits to lessen the kidnaps and slave trade...but, is this the right thing to do?"
Sigh*, why do you think everything you do needs to be right?
"Huh!?, w-who are you! And where are you! Show yourself!"
I am you, Arthur
"Huh?,me?"
Yes, now, answer me, does everything need to be right?
"Yes! Ofcourse!"
Why? If everything needs to be done for the good wont you be blinded?
"Huh?what?"
We are human, and as a human you should know how we think
"Huh? Y-yeah, everything we do is for the good, right?"
Wrong, that might be a good answer for our old world but here, it is wrong, and it will get you killed
"Huh? Old...world?"
Oops, I've said too much...fufu, see you soon
The door opens and the voice in his head dissapears
"Master, are you talking to anyone?"
"No, I was talking to myself"
A girl holding a circular serving tray on top of it was teacups and a pot full of hot tea. She had silvery hair and a cute face
"What time is it?" I asked
"It's already night. You've stayed in your bed for the whole day, everyones worried about you"
"Sorry, jeanne. Can you tell them I'm fine?"
"I can, and lady Aerin wanted me to inform you about tomorrow"
The girls name was Jeanne D'arc
"Uhh...right, tell her that I know"
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"So, you alright? Arthur" Aerin asked me
"Yeah, I'm alright"
"Then let's go"
"Umu!"
We went out of the forest
I was following Aerin. She hadn't told me what we we're gonna do but she just said 'it's a seceret'
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After walking for a while we saw a camp of bandits deep in the forest
Cages? Hmm...elf ears? Blue skin? Snow elves!?
Some men we're kicking the cage that was filled with some elves and snow elves
"Gghhh!...stop! Stop that! Pls! They're innocent!" A man with silverish hair shouts
Seems like his trying to defend the kids, but, he was being held down. He looked like he was 4 years older than I was making him 14
"Ha!...What do you know?...we can do what ever we want! Humans won! Demonkin loss!"
"T-they are innocent...!"
"Hahahaha! So what? If they're innocent we can just say that they stole something from us! And the people would believe it!"
"B-bastards!" The man removed the men on his back and attacked the bastard "what did they ever do to you!?"
The bastard threw him to the ground
"Hold him down!"
The men followed his orders they then began attacking him
"Kekekeke!...this is your fault! You have no one else to blame but you" the bastard took out a knife and then began licking it to intimidate the man
"Kekekekeke! I wonder what kind if scream you'll make when I stab you?...I shouldn't wait any longer...No! I can't wait any longer"
"Guh!"
He stabbed the man in the gut
"Hehhhhhhh? You didn't scream! What a let down!" He smirked "let's try the kids, they might scream" the man began walking to the cages
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"Bastards!" I whispered
I couldn't handle waiting any longer. I jumped out of the bush we we're hiding in
"Wai—tsk!" Aerin tried to stop me but I didn't stop
I kicked the bastard who was now infront of the cages
I sent him flying to the campfire after wards I jumped backwards twisting my body and then using my sword I stabbed one of the men in the liver
"Gah!"
"Bastard! Who are you!?"
"Forget about that! Kill him!"
They raised their sword ver my head and then attempted to stab my head
I cut off their arms gholding the swords. I then kicked the sword to the otherside of the camp
Afterwards I span around creating momentum to swing my sword, then I sliced their stomach open
I kicked them afterwards
"Hey, boss. We heard so..me—!!"some 5 men came from the forest
After seeing me standing infront of their comrades they got angry. Equipping and going inti a stance with their respective spears swords and shields
I raised my hand
"Flame be a spear, and pierce 'Fire Lance'"5 large fire lances appeared from my hand
The 5 men started running to me
"Heh! Let's see what a kid can do with those lances!" The man wielding a shield cam firward and defended them. But,—
"For performing slave trade, you will be killed" I said
Pat
A hand then was put onto my shoulder
"Arthur, can...you do it? Without losing yourself?"
"I...dont know"
"Then, let me do it!"
"No!"
"But"
I bound the men by using magic to create some vines to tie them in place
I looked to Aerin
"If I can't do this, then...then, how can I save the wronged and stop their kin from being abused?"
"But...I...dont want you to suffer" she had her head down. I could see tears welling up from her eyes
I sighed "Dont worry...I wont suffer...so, pls dont cry...if...if I can't do this then if I we're to face a life or death situation, I might not live so pls let me...the real me do this"
"I see...o-okay"
I breathin and out then shot out the fire lances
They pierce their hearts and then burn it' surrounding muscle and tissue
"Aerin, heal the guy. I'll go kill the bastard over there"
I walked over to the campfire. The bastard had his clothes burned off and a bit of his flesh was burned
"M-monsters!" He shouted
"Hmm? What do you mean? I, who saved the lives of the ones you played with are monsters? Or are you just embodying the phrase 'You are, what you say'?"
He went silent
"Well,...you don't need to answer."
Arthur stayed silent. His eyes we're dead, hollow. Arthurs eyes could only show pity. As he looked down on the man he asked
"Any last words?"
"D-dont look down on m—"
Arthur put his sheathed blade onto the mans mouth then put his face near the mans face. The man was in fear, yet he could not take away his pride
"Are you a genius? You're so great at pissing me off"
I took my sword and behedead him.
Arthur looked on his hands and then said to himself
"Disgusting, so this is what it feels to kill someone. How could knights do this in the great war? How could they not change? No-they did change, maybe?"
Arthur sighs to himself
He then walked over to Aerin and asked to her
"Is he okay?"