"Honey.... Are you ok?" Kitsoma asked as she looked over me with hesitation and slight fear. Hearing her voice was the thing that brought me back to the present, I was so lost in the back and forth in my mind that I didn't even sense her or hear her approach. I shook my head a little as I raised up and stood in front of her.
"No darling... I'm not ok. The weight of what I've done combined with my own self doubt and hatred is becoming a constant battle the last week or so. My head is filled with the idea that I'm not doing the best I can and today, well today proved that voice right... I could have done so many more things.... So many better choices were available but I was to stupid to think of them."
