I could only look down in embarrassment after thinking about what happened in the past few minutes. I couldn't believe I said that just like it was nothing, I said it so naturally aswell.
I shook my head to try and clear those embarrassing thoughts away.
'Ugh I have to get ahold of myself, I have to get everything ready for when my next feral phase comes around.'
I had to stay focused so that I can protect the ones I love from the beast I had become. I helped the others dig up the crystals and then once we got them all in a big mound I sat down in front of it and started drawing in the mana around me and focusing it towards the crystals.