When you are young, the feeling of being taken care of by your parents makes you feel safe. When you start to grow older, you want independence. On getting independence you realise adulthood isnt easy and you wish to go back to childhood. Growing up, Phantasy felt like this like any other person could.
Before the pandemic, she had told her parents she was ready to move out. She thought she had lived off them for too long. At this moment, when the darkness surrounds her, all she wants is to be in the presence of he parents. To be held by them and told how beautiful the world was. Although most were lies, because the world was very unfair to her right now.
Was it because she was bad, could it be because she didn't wear a mask while throwing the trash out?
Was it sneaking into the teachers room with Sarah in high school?
Or was it the time she touched herself?
Or could it be because she ripped Nichooas off his virginity?
