However, in reality, it was not as easy as Evan thought. He still feels insecure about people's eyes. During Jon's briefing about Evan's plans, Evan could feel the glances from the people. He became nervous again, even to the point of breaking out in a cold sweat, and felt the stomach ache. He couldn't imagine if he was doing everything so incompetently again. They might get hurt.
The pressure to succeed one hundred percent was tormenting Evan.
"So, are you ready?"
Evan gasped when he was pointed by Jon. The young man looked around, then pointed at himself in a daze.
"Yeah, are you ready for this mission?" Jon asked again.
Gulped, Evan said with quivering lips. "I-i'm ready, sir."
Even his own words made Evan even more insecure. His tone was very weak and indecisive. Surely the people around him doubted his competence. They are accustomed to discipline.
"Alright, let's carry out the plan. Now, disband." Jon then motioned for Evan to follow him.
