Shit!What are they here for now?" I hear Norbu whisper to Yangsel and Kinley.
I am Nima. That's all about me...I guess.
I did wanted to become the most beautiful, popular girl , everyone's favourite person.
But no matter what I did, there was always someone better than me. Someone more talented , more kind, more beautiful. Karma was that person.
I was envious of her but she was nice ,she understood me. I loved her. Staying with her was the most amazing thing on Earth . But things happened.
The last thing expected , I gained popularity.
I was the center of attention, everyone would come to me. Ask for my every need. I had wanted it for such a long time but then it was the least thing I care about.
Normal. That's what I wanted. Be a normal girl,live an average normal teen life, normal family , normal...just normal. Everything , everything and similar as all the rest of the girls on Earth.
But being the center of attention killed me , suffocated me each day.
Then I knew something, there was a rule. For those who were born popular and those who want the light.
Popular, they , they are the light, energy , good,white beam on Earth. They are natural. They are the spirit of life.
And us who wants the fame are , the outline of the light beam. The dark , unlight ,hole on Earth.
Those who gain popular not by birth are even worse. After they reach the light,they are burnt.
I had to ,I had to do something and I did. I had to do something against the law. I rebelled.
I punched a kid of my class two years ago.
Then the light ,the people who showered me their fake concerned slowly drifted away, because it wasn't the behavior of a good popular person , now was it?
Tenzing, my friend or so I thought left my light which had slowly been darkening his and left me alone in the darkness.
I don't blame him but myself. So stupid for me ,I tell myself each day to think a born popular would stay friends with you ,an outcast of the light.
Eden never shone her light on me ,never ,even as a child but I thank her for that. At least she didn't shine me her fake light.
I really do pity some people, Yangsel for say. Still working hard to get a taste of the light.
Karma , she was the only one who let me enjoy her lightbeam,shown me the beauty of the light. But now neither her nor her light is here.
"As all of you are present now. Let's move!"Ms. Sonam says.
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Karma,
Thank you.
Nima.