"Dame Csille, you haven't eaten anything for today. Is there any problem?"
I look at Doctor Alena and shake my head. "I don't have the appetite today, Doctor Alena. I'm sorry, I know you promise my parents to take care of me, but here I am giving you problems."
Doctor Alena stands beside me. I am currently watching the waves of the ocean through the deck.
I have been thinking a lot ever since we start our trip to the western region. All the questions, the doubts, fears, and everything came rushing to my mind.
I can sense the future changes. The changes that would ruin Csille. And I was frightened. I don't even know if I'll survive at the end of this.
"Is there a problem, Dame Csille? I noticed you seem preoccupied these days. Are you sick? Maybe I should check on you. I—"
I shake my head and smile gratefully at her. "Thank you, Doctor Alena, but I'm okay. I just probably need some time to think."
