"I Can't do this anymore..."
You can do this, trust me.
"I don't want to do this, it's been years that I've been convincing myself"
it's just another day, you went through it everyday till now;
You can do this.
"It's no use, I don't want to watch it again...
ah, I hope it's better up above.."
as soon as the boy said that, he slumped his body forward and soon,
* THUD *
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"...illion..."
"...Killio..."
"Killion Lee!?"
a Grumpy voice echoed in my ears for a couple hundred times,
"Lee, wake up"
a girly voice behind me tapped on my shoulder,
"what...?"
my eyes were Heavy and my head felt dizzy,
and just I was about to close my eyes for another nap I remembered something a little crucial that I might've heard just now...
Just a 'Little'...
CLASS!?!? WAT;
"YES SIR SORRY!"
immediately waking up, I widen my eyes to the very far that I could to see atleast something and I saw an old man standing Infront of me;
His face was well, blurry as if someone edited him out,
"You can say sorry later now get out"
what, how did I doze off..?
I felt a tingle as if everyone was watching me, it felt weird to my entire body;
* shiver *
I tried to run out of the door immediately and didn't give a crap about anything else, weirdly enough I ran into a door and felt the world multiply to two and then three and then back to one.
"...I should really take a break once in a while"
was the thought I had before running out of the door and sitting at the corridor of the campus with my head rested on the wall, staring at the ceiling.
I felt like I was forgetting something...
but my head hurt if I thought about it..
Without realising it, I fell asleep at the corridor to be just woke up by the bell and get laughed at by my fellow classmates,
I mean they weren't making fun of me, I would laugh too if I saw a guy thin as me fall asleep at the corridor.
I rushed to my desk to pick up my dear bag but to my surprise no bag was hanging there, just an empty desk.
the people who were packing their things in a hurry gawked at me,
I immediately felt a headache start behind my head, it was as if something was thumping outwards.
Desperate I sat down at my desk and laid down my head slowly in a comfortable position.
after what seemed like enough time for my headache to subside, I slowly lifted my head.
the aftereffects were clear, I had a sudden ache when I moved too much and then it would subside on its own;
the class was completely empty and the sky was already orange, I did nothing today except fall asleep or get headaches.
it felt bizarre like it felt as if I was forgetting something really important which was important.
"Ugh.."
I was remembering something,
but the headache would start as soon as I remembered something.
empty handed I returned to the path which led to my house,
the same old path...
this path would put me in unease, I didn't know the reason for it.
"I'll wander around near my house.."
I murmured hungry and weak with tiredness,
at the spur of that moment, I saw something,
A hand at a river under the bridge I was walking on,
that hand was familiar to my eyes but I didn't know where or what it resembled,
a sudden jolt of pain struck my head,
"kuh..!"
A body floating on the River,
I saw the face and I saw a miserable life flash by,
it was me.
I forgot that I had committed suicide.
"UGH"
the memories of my death were flooding back,
"WHAT'S THIS LOUD NOISE"
A shrill noise creeped onto my ears,
it felt as if it was piercing my ear drums.
the pain I felt during my death, the regret that I held,
everything that happened on the day I died recovered.
at the cost of my consciousness.
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"A body had been discovered at 5:43 PM today near the city river with a boy who was found unconscious and had been immediately rushed to a hospital,
The body is of a high schooler who seems to have committed suicide because of unknown reasons.
The police are still trying to take note of his identity and what he might've took his own life for. while the other boy who was found is noted to be a student on the same school as the body found."
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