For a long, long while….
It might have been an hour or a couple, but Ilya just stayed on her bed.
There's a possibility that she didn't have full control of her body yet. Still and all, she made no effort to move her body.
Ilya didn't want to do anything.
It wouldn't be an understatement to say that she had lost motivation.
When she awakened in the previous lifetime and the one before that, Ilya was filled with vigor. Having known what the future had for the Empire, Ilya took it upon herself to be its unacknowledged savior.
She wanted to rescue as many people as possible. The lady knew her limitations, so she didn't have that much confidence.
Ilya didn't have the will to endure the guilt of letting millions die when she could've prevented it.
Ilya wasn't that brave of a person to let that happen.
In a way, she was also afraid to be hurt.
