Ilya was afraid of the Bacharoth.
Everyone should be.
Knowing the apocalypse accompanying a Bacharoth's appearance would send anyone to their knees, praying to be in their death beds before they bore witness to it.
While she was traveling, Ilya felt responsible because she had seen the Bacharoth.
There was a moment when she wanted to run away, hide in a place where the Bacharoth's wrath couldn't reach her. Even if she warned the Emperor and the Imperial Order, the destruction the Empire would receive wouldn't be any less.
The Etheros Empire would serve as the birthplace of the Bacharoth. Its sole purpose was to welcome the Bacharoth in its awakening.
After that, it would be reduced to ashes.
Be that as it may, Ilya had noticed a plethora of changes that she hadn't seen in her previous lifetimes. It compelled her to rethink her decision.