"Are you worried that I might get pregnant?" She said while standing up in front of him, she wanted to see his face. She won't know where they will go after this, she didn't know if Zandro will still remember her even but whatever happened, it's worth it. it was just what she dreamed of, if there will be something more after this, then she will be lucky enough. Much more if she will get pregnant with his child.
"You better dress up, I'll just get some breakfast and I'll be back." Zandro stood up and pulled out a shirt from his small cabinet then went straight out of the door.
"By the way, didn't your girlfriend wonder, you left her?" Zara's eyes were on the floor, while she was saying that. She knows, she should not ask that she doesn't have the right to even mention it to him as she didn't have the right to mingle in his private life, which she actually did.
"Uh, who said she was my girlfriend?" Zandro scoffed, "I didn't have a girlfriend. She was just, um let's say, a private hooker? Well, kind of, we had a contract to be with me anytime I needed her, and she was not supposed to be used by any other guy. Well, but we never know anyway. I still have to use safety rubber, even though I know that she was taking some pills."
"Oh, I never saw that coming. I mean, you are a celebrity, handsome and any girl would easily give you what you wanted, for sure. There's no need for you to pay for a prostitute." Zara wanted to even take herself as an example.
However, Zandro just shook his head and smiled. "I actually rather pay for a prostitute than, let a girl expect. I won't do just any girl unless I really like her. But anyway, I gotta go." Zandro walked away, leaving Zara smiling in a daze.
Zara couldn't help but be at least happy and hopeful about Zandro's last words. He will never do that to a girl unless he likes her.
"Did that mean he liked me?" She mumbled.
Zara walked back to the bathroom, cleaned herself up before she changed, wearing back her now dried clothes. She placed another coat on, it was Zandro's varsity jacket, it was cold here, she thought while walking back to her room. She didn't know where Zandro was going, but she was sure he would be back.
Zara was right, Zandro came back with breakfast in a box. He also bought her a drink, a pineapple juice and some fruits. She never felt too happy, last night she had dinner with him and even slept with him in bed and now she was having breakfast with him. She started to feel like she was his girlfriend.
However, she knew that she didn't have to think about something like that, if she was only in a fairy tale story it could probably happen but this was real life.
Zara didn't know how long she was thinking, staring at the wall. Zandro was sitting beside her, looking at her while she was daydreaming. Finally, he broke the silence, "Hey, you are not hungry?"
Zara turned her head and smiled at him, "sorry, I was thinking about something."
"I can see that, what were you thinking about?" Zandro said while handing her the box.
Zara took the box and opened it, there were some sandwiches and she took one and started to eat it, "Oh, just something I can't really remember now." She said while chewing the food.
She didn't want to tell him that she was thinking about him, she didn't want to sound too clingy, she didn't want to be just one of his many fans.
Zara walked out of the house, while Zandro was walking behind her. She wanted to get out of this place, she wanted to walk in the streets.
"You don't have to follow me, I am going home now, and thank you for the hospitality and ... and ... everything." Zara sassed, she didn't mean to do it. She just wanted to wake up from her expectation and she hated herself for thinking about it.
"No, actually I can send it to the bus station. If you choose to walk, at least I just want to let you know how far, you have to walk from here to get there." Zandro, stopped with his hands on his hips and with a smirk while shaking his head.
Zara, stared over the road in the middle of the vast rice fields as if she just noticed that the whole area was just simply filled with rice fields and a dirt road in front of the old mansion. She looked back behind her and also only found woods behind the mansion.
'Should I really have to walk this far? When Zandro actually offered me a ride?' She contemplated.
"I am sorry, I wasn't thinking clearly. Well, can you tell me how far I have to walk from here?" Zara said, looking at Zandro.
"About 20 miles," Zandro said, not even blinking.
"Oh, wow. Well, I guess I have no choice but to walk then." Zandro was still looking at her, "Oh, don't worry about me, I can walk. It's only 20 miles and I am used to walking long distances."
Zara turned around and started to walk away. She didn't even know where her house was, but she thought that if she just kept walking forward, she will definitely find it.
"Wait!" Zandro shouted.
Zara stopped walking and looked back at him. She wondered why he stopped her, she thought he was really going to let her walk. However, when she saw him walk towards her, she knew why.
Zara turned her face away, but it didn't stop him from kissing her. She wanted to break the kiss, but she was too weak. She wanted to melt into his arms, but he was too strong.
She pulled herself away from Zandro. She loved it, she will never get tired of doing it. But she already got what she dreamed of even also the realization that nothing will get furthermore with them.