Since the preparation time, Yden's mind was all at sea. The thought of John had never gotten out of her mind.
'Is John home? Was he waiting for me? Where had he been? Why does he disappear?' All of that was bothering Yden's mind back and again. She had changed into her party dress, and she was ready for that party.
However the question was, was she really ready to pledge to the sorority? In less than an hour, the party had to start and it wasn't only the party. The most important thing was the changes that they were about to go through.
More than that, speaking of changes, it wasn't just a normal change that they might have. It was a major life changing moment. Could you even imagine being a human to become a vampire.
It was overwhelming in every sense. In a good or bad way, because in one hand the thought of not dying was appealing. On the other hand, the thought of killing a human in exchange for that privilege was dreadful.
