Images of her memories continued flashing in his eyes. That's when he found out that she had been sick several times with the same symptoms.
One time, he saw her just fall on her desk making him jump and accidentally remove his hand on her desk acting to catch her. But the second that he realizes that it was just a memory of her, he felt his chest tighten because he was not there to catch her.
When Lorcan put back his hand on the desk, Lydia's memory continued. He didn't indulge in her memories of them in her pad because he also has those memories clearly etched in his heart.
The memories of her sickness, vomiting, and collapsing in her bed made him feel guilty and irritated at the same time because she didn't even bother to call him. She could've called him so that he could be there and take care of her.
What was she thinking?
And why the hell she didn't go to the hospital?
Lorcan felt angry at no one in particular.
