it's midnight and I am here still awake. how can I sleep after going through all that drama betrayal and suffocation.
but now actually I feel relieved. for the first time in my life I am experiencing that genuine love of my life which is spiritually said to be true..love for myself and my life my own being..
I still remember when I confessed my love to him. Teenu I used to call him vicks ha ha ha..
I was so much in love with him I made such a bold decision of my life without even thinking once. at that time I was going through a very bad and very beautiful phase of my life..a new life was growing inside me and my marriage of one and half year was failing apart. I felt extreme pain and depression before that decision. because my husband was animalistic person and felt no responsibility towards me or my child. just because of his behaviour and his animalistic selfishness I already had lost a 5months pregnancy past year . I wasn't ready to loose this one too. I so much wanted this child to deliver alive
I could do anything for my child to come to this world healthy and alive.
though I knew no-one will approve my decision of leaving my husband or divorce.i will have to face more than I could think. being a single parent was extremely difficult and that too with a love relationship with a married' man.
but I was ready because I of my trust in love life.