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Chapter 39 - HURTFUL WORDS

William don't know why he feels pain in his heart when he saw her tears . He feels that he said very hurtful thing to her as , he didn't feel like these tears are of happiness . He didn't know why but he feels more pain in his heart than his cheek that has a mark of her fingers till now . Maybe her words , when he thought about words he take a heavy breath that makes more than earlier .

He just drop Sara to the airport . She didn't even want to go with him from here and she is ready to call uber but don't want to go with him . If William didn't use force and throw her in the shotgun seat and drop her airport , even when her tiny hands hit his arm while he is driving . Sara , on the other hand , wipe off her tears and board the flight . She never want to talk to William now .

William come back home at 8 in the morning . Everyone were having their breakfast . Jennifer saw him coming , so she ask in concern ," William , where were ... ? " She gasped a t his state , messy hairs , wrinkle and dirty sweatshirt and pants , and his face ," William , what happen ? " William pull his face away from his mother and said in cold tone ," Nothing . Please don't stand in my way , I am getting late for the office ." Jennifer is hurt and Steven is angry as he shout ," William . Where are your manners ? Do you know with whom you are talking ? " William look at his father and replied ," Yes dad . Of course , I know . She is your second wife , madam of this family and Justin & Fiona's mother . And about manners , I don't have them as my mother is dead . And yes we do have a relation but she is my step , forget it . Excuse me ." Jennifer tries to grab his hand but he yank away and walk towards his room .

Jennifer look at Steven and said ," Steven , I will talk to William about this but please don't say anything to him right now ." She had tears in her eyes as she get an idea that why he came late at home but she don't know why he is behaving like this . She walk towards his room with a tray a breakfast from kitchen for him . She knock his door about he didn't reply . Luckily the door is open because when she push it will open easily . In just a seconds of his arrival in his room , things were scattered and he was sitting at the edge of the bed with his back toward the door . She close the after entering the room .

After putting the tray on the tea table , luckily it is made of wooden otherwise he will break this table also because the sheets were off the bed , photo frames and pieces of glasses were scattered around the room . Their rooms were soundproof that's why they didn't know what happen inside . Jennifer sit beside him and saw his bleeding hands . She take first aid box from the side table and put ointment on his wounds . He let her be because he is feeling guilty of hurting his mother and calling her his step mother . He didn't complete his sentence but he did said that , right .

William didn't look at her . He apologize ," I am sorry , mom . I didn't mean to say that you are my step ... I am sorry ." Jennifer hug and replied ," It's okay . Good you know that you are wrong but you have to apologize to your dad also because you talk to him rudely . " William nodded his head and replied ," I will . " Jennifer said after some time ," And about these things scattered in your room , you are going to pay to repair it ." He nodded his head positively as he know that they had a rule in their house that whoever broke something in the house that person's pocket money will be deduct but now he is working so he has to pay for this .

Jennifer wait for him to speak but he didn't . She ask ," Are you gonna tell me what happen ? " William give her a weak smile that didn't reach his eyes . He replied ," She rejected me ." There was a pause from both side . Jennifer had a feeling that Sara rejected him after seeing his pained face . The hurt , pain is clearly written on his face when he came back . But her rejecting him , is not the reason of his outburst downstairs . William knows that at the end he is going to tell his mother about her hurtful words .

He continue as he recall what happened .

Few hours ago

After his confession and Sara giving him slap in return . She come out of the car . He didn't wait for a second and follow her . She said ," Open the trunk . I will go myself to the airport . " William was confused and ask ," Why ? I will drop you Sara ... " Before can say further she cut him and yell at him .

" DON'T SAY MY NAME WITH YOUR MOUTH . YOU .... WILLIAM , HOW CAN YOU EXPECT THAT I WILL RECIPROCATE YOUR FEELING . ARE YOU SERIOUS ? YOU TELL ME WHY SHOULD I . HMM ??! LOVE !!!! YOU !!!! . I WILL NEVER LOVE YOU . BECAUSE I DON'T WANT THIS FEELING . I DON'T WANT TO LOVE YOU OR ANYONE . IT IS USELESS TO LOVE SOMEONE . LOVE !! HUH !! * she scoff * DO YOU EVEN KNOW THE MEANING OF THIS WORD ? MY FATHER USE TO SAY THAT HE LOVES MY MOTHER AND US . WHERE HE IS NOW ? DID YOU SEE HIM !! OH C'MON WILLIAM , LOOK AT YOURSELFE . YOUR FATHER TOLD YOU THAT YOUR REAL MOTHER LOVES YOU . WHERE SHE IS ? OKAY !! FINE ! YOU LOVE ME , RIGHT ? THEN LEAVE YOUR WORK , YOUR FAMILY AND STAY WITH ME IN LONDON . BECAUSE I CAN'T STAY HERE . CAN YOU DO THIS ?? NO . WHY ?? BECAUSE YOU WANT MONEY IN YOUR LIFE . DO YOU EVEN REALIZE WHAT PEOPLE CALL YOU BEHIND YOUR BACK . THEY CALL YOU EMOTIONLESS PERSON . THEY SAY THAT YOU ARE BAD LUCK TO ANYONE WHO LOVES YOU . AND ONE MORE THING . DO YOU REALIZE THAT YOU HAVE NOTHING IN YOUR LIFE . NOT EVEN A FAMILY , YEAH ACTUALLY YOU A , JUST YOUR FATHER AND HE ALSO HAS ANOTHER FAMILY . YOUR MOTHER , SHE IS DEAD AND AUNT JENNIFER , SHE IS YOUR STEP MOM . SO COME OUT OF IT , WILLIAM . BECAUSE I WILL NEVER LOVE YOU ."

Present time

William put his head in Jennifer's lap and cry his heart hurt . This is the second time , he cries like this in her lap . First time is after is many consulting with the doctor . He was 10 years old at that time . Jennifer was scare that it takes him 5 years to come back from his depression . Jennifer said ," William , you can cry as much as you can but please don't go back to your depression . " William look at his mother and hug tightly while his head is on her lap .

After 1 or 2 hours , he get up and take a shower as Jennifer told him to do that and she come down to take fresh food for him . Everyone was sitting in the living area . Steven saw his wife's puffy eyes and then look at his elder son's room . He come towards her and ask ," Why are you crying , Jennifer ? " Jennifer look at her husband and hug and cry as she said ," Steven , I don't want to loose him please do something . I will do anything but ask him to give me back my William . Please ."

Steven ask confusedly , "What happen ? " Jennifer told him everything that happened . Jenny and Leo were mad at Sara . Leo told them that he is going to meet her and he will talk to her about this thing . Steven and Jennifer nodded their head because they were worried about William right now. Jennifer wipe off her tears and went to kitchen to make his favorite food so that he can eat fully . She then went to his room and saw him neatly dress up in his office attire.