I love you, do you love me?:
She knew him for a very long time….
She never forgot him even if she couldn't see how looked with her own eyes….
Even when, her only friends persuaded her not to love him,
She still did….
But at the end because of her difference he didn't like her
Her difference was that she couldn't see anything since birth
But she didn't understand what did she do wrong expect being blind
It was not her fault that she was blind
Being blind was just a natural factor
However, they always say it's her fault but why so?
Even her biological parents were indifferent to her
Even when she was being bullied by her younger sisters and others
She wanted to fight back and resist but did she had the strength to do so?
No, she didn't…..
She wasn't even given the right to be happy in the opinions of her sister and brothers
Everyone regarded her was weak, pathetic young miss
Everyone always tried to find faults with her but did they ever see the good points with her?
Perhaps she might not exactly be a genius at her studies, however she was definitely one in music.
Music accompanied her since childhood
Music was there for her as always
It's melody calmed her emotions down
The music made her happy
Music was a treasure to her
But what could she do when her younger sister stole all her works?
She could only hear everyone celebrating for her achievements which were supposed to be hers.
She could only secretly shed tears of pain
Even if she told everyone, will they believe her?
....Even if it was hers…..they would never care.....
But one day when she got her eye sight back, without telling anybody the good news, she instantly went to take revenge
She went to her younger sister's room and saw her sheets of work that she work so hard on with the help of her friends and teachers.
She went forward and shredded the sheets into pieces
Just like that she went back to her normal life though she behaved like a puppet rather than a human
Until one day, when her younger sister tearfully talked about her shredded work, and somehow with her roundabout ways, she successfully manged to accuse her of shredding the sheets
She just straightforwardly admitted that she did it
And her life turned into real hell.
Everyone in the house avoided her and locked her up in her room and only gave her the food and clothes she needed.
The matter also reached to the internet and the netizens expressed their hatred for her.
But without knowing anything, she just stood in the dark black room
And just continued to lazily smile
But troubles never left her alone
Her younger sister walked in one day
Unlike her usually innocent smile, she had a devilish smirk on her face which she couldn't supress: "You were the female lead but I reduced you to a simple cannon-fodder. I don't understand why were you even the female lead, just beauty without any brains and what's more, you are blind.
You didn't deserve any of the people by your side before or the happiness you got. But only I deserved it. I am far more superior than you in anything possible and I go the happiness I deserve now."
After the younger sister left,
She only stood like a statue
Suddenly, she smiled, it was beautiful and sincere smile.
You said that those people were by my side before?
But now they are on your side, just because of your silly lies?
Do you think I need those kind of hypocritical people?
Just because they saw your fame, they are like this…..
Perhaps you didn't figure it out but I can right now after understanding how scary everything in this world is
Before it pained my heart when I knew he didn't like me but now….who the hell cares?!
He is just one of those insignificant people from my past
But this taught me to never love again
I have already seen everything I wanted to and life is boring
Maybe after world is far more exciting
Then why wait?
Let's directly go to gate of death….
That she committed suicide because of her depression and dull feeling in her that never seem to dissipate
She only ever wanted to feel happiness but as long as she is alive in this lifetime, she will never have the blessing to feel happiness
She closed her eyes before her death and saw a image of a young boy from her childhood memory even though she was blind at that time, she somehow saw the memory
The boy always protected her and was with her and….waited till the end
But she never remembered him once again
To repay him….
She could only shed a single drop tear mixed with water and blood
She could only hope that he forgot her and moved on, so she wrote letter with her own blood
But…
What she didn't know that after her death
The same boy was devasted at the death of his beloved
He waited, didn't he?
But why is it that she left him first?
Life is very hard without her
How could he bear to be alive?
He also closed himself up and two years later died of the same depression
But….he could only hope that they would meet once again
'I love you, do you love me, my dear?'
The girl/her/she is Yu Meng and the boy at the end was our ML, not the one at the beginning.
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"So….the thing is that…I just recently found out that Ning Qi doesn't have a system and her name is on the leader board. And from this I can infer that…Ning Qi probably is not a task-taker. Or maybe she is a task-taker but has already finished accumulating enough experience points.
Both of these possibilities is bad for you, host. As, if she is one of these, then her strength can't underestimated." Xue Yun as started to speak, she visibly tensed up and started to walk up in circles in the space void.
"Seriously! Even though the tasks and missions I get are quiet easy but the people I meet along the way are the ultimate bosses!
And I am just a sweet little innocent girl, why do they always appear in front of me?!" Yu Meng screamed in her mind and tried her best not flare up on the outside. However, she still didn't forget to praise herself and be narcissistic.
Xue Yun, who was nearly going to go deaf from her thunderous scream, soothingly said to calm her host down and gave her some real-useful advice, "Host…..you just go with the flow and for now, it looks like Ning Qi won't hurt you. So, you can just pretend to be nice to her and be a good friend and if you truly feel like she can be your friend genuinely, then-"
"Xue Yun, don't bring things like this up too much. And Ning Qi…a true friend?
Huh….you can only say it…but most of the times it doesn't happen, does it?
And right now, we can't trust Ning Qi fully, so just let everything be how it is currently."
Xue Yun wanted to say something but stopped and deeply sighed. 'Now all day long, I worry for my host like a mother chick and I also want her make some real friends after all it really saddens me that my host is always lonely but if she don't want to make any friends, can I force her to?'
Seeing that the atmosphere between them was slightly strained, Yu Meng gave a soft laugh inside her sea of consciousness to make the atmosphere more comfortable and smilingly said, "Let's focus on the mission right now, and if we stay in the world then maybe we can deal with Ning Qi."
Xue Yun had no choice but to agree with her host plan of taking care of this matter later on.
On the other hand side, both Ning Qi and Yu Meng arrived at the restaurant.
And when Yu Meng saw it was a western restaurant, she raised one of her slender eye-brows. Feigning pure confusion, Yu Meng asked, "Ning Qi, did you actually know I like western food the best?"
Clumsily touching the back of her head, Ning Qi slowly nodded, "Yeah…."
"Oh my gosh, you really remembered my preference throughout other worlds, that's really cool! No one ever cared about me like this!" Yu Meng joyfully grinned and looked far into the vast sky, this time, her expressionless pupils flashed with conflicted emotions.
'I don't know how much time passed by since I became task-taker….perhaps ten years or a century or maybe even a millennium….
...Is it really the right thing to scheme people even if their feelings are honest?...
No One Knows….' Yu Meng tried to smile like nothing happened but at the end, even the smile turned into a lonely one.
Noticing the sudden changes in Yu Meng's emotions, Ning Qi cleared her throat to get Yu Meng's attention and asked the waiter to come their table.
"Yu Meng, what do you want to eat?" Ning Qi handed the Yu Meng who returned into her completely normal state.
Casually checking through the lists of food, Yu Meng choice some of her favourites, "I will have an elk burger, fries, tuna tartare and a Navajo taco. As for deserts a chiffon cake, hot fudge sundae and lamingtons."
The waiter politely smiled and turned to Ning Qi and asked, "And this miss here, what will you like to eat?"
"I won't be ordering. I fine with sharing with my friend," Ning shook her head ad looked at Yu Meng. Stiffening from the words that Ning Qi said, Yu Meng started to talk with Ning Qi again.
Yu Meng:…..Why does she have to take my food?.....
Xue Yun:…..
Xue Yun: Host, isn't it just sharing? And I am pretty sure that Ning Qi will be the one who will pay the bill so you just compromise this time.
Yu Meng: But….
Yu Meng: But, those are my food, how can she eat them!
Yu Meng: My food…..only I can eat them!
Xue Yun:…..
'What shall I do when my host acts like spoiled brat for food?'
Xue Yun sneakily posted on the Space Forum while Yu Meng was distracted.
"What shall I do?
What shall I do?
Life is depressing, boring and long.
And even food needs to be shared.
Life is so unfair to me!" Irritated, Yu Meng just quietly hummed the song she just made because of her 'depression'.
Even though Yu Meng said that she won't share 'her' food with Ning Qi, at the end, she still did under Xue Yun's persuasions, though Ning Qi felt that the killer glares that Yu Meng gave her, was enough for her to already die for a thousand times.