Yesterday night, Lim Xian drowned himself in alcohol thinking that it would totally vanish whatever feelings he may have for another girl other than his past lover. As much as possible, he doesn't want to feel this way again, not after he experienced such heartbreak from his past.
He never wanted to undergo that same degree of pain ever again. These past few hours, he was doing everything that he could to divert his attention elsewhere. He tried socializing with another girl but clearly, it didn't work out for him. Xian finds it annoying when someone clings to him like that.
Then after confessing to his friends, he tried drowning himself in alcohol, hoping that the feelings would go away as soon as possible. Xian remembered his friends stopping him from what he was about to do, but there is nothing that they could do much the second Xian sets his mind to it.