Veronica stopped struggling for some time now. She didn't know what she was fighting in the first place. It wasn't that she didn't want to have some fun or seek pleasure. However, it was true that she didn't want to do it when her emotions were conflicted.
She felt responsible for the misunderstanding and lots of people got hurt. She couldn't forget that. That's why she wasn't quick to seek fun because her heart wanted to suffer to seek redemption. She wanted to vent her feelings and thoughts but didn't know where to.
At that time, Arthur came to tease her. That's the very reason she couldn't be in the mood. She felt like she was undeserved.
She recalled once Urulas told her, "If you want the beast to listen to you, tame it. Get on the top and rule it like you are the master and it is your servant. When it sees that you are more powerful than you are, only then it will be tamed."
