The part that I had lost was bever told to anyone except Tristan and Dante, the two who killed the accused and then it was Anna who had taken care of me.
Apart from these people I had never expected anyone else to ever know but not Irene did.
Her swearing to secrecy did not matter to me.
I did not end up telling Marilyn anything. I could not get a word out no matter how hard I tried. I was lost in my own head, my thoughts which seemed endless and in the end, defeated, merilyn left me alone.
She had been my true and long confidant and today I found no words to explain my problems to her.
I was served the midday meal which meant that quite a lot of time had passed.
The time I did not have.
Standing up from the sofa I was lying on, I made my way to the door and was joined by Irene.
"Sir Solomon and Sir Bert are not outside." She informed me.
Half-turning to her, I asked, "Am I supposed to stay in?"