First of all, I appreciate all the kind words and you wouldn't believe how I'm so thankful for them.
3 days ago, I was about to start writing a new chapter. I went out to brush my teeth. However, once I got out, I saw my mother lying on the kitchen floor so I called her name many times and checked her pulse. I'm completely panicking because it was only my mother and me in the house, so I'm so lost about who to call first before it hit my head to call the ambulance. Unfortunately, she passed away way before I saw her on the floor, the doctor said to me.
I was in deep emotional turmoil, filled with regret, and began blaming myself. I cried until my tears dried out the past days. I wasn't able to at least thank her for everything she's done for me for the entirety of my life. My father passed away 8 years ago when I was 13 years old, so my mother basically did everything for me
