Chapter 18 - LOSER !!!!

FEW YEARS AFTER !!

hey!! I'm kotarou 11 years old , middle schooler !!

and I'm in the same school as Nagisa !!

aside from the school nothing change between Nagisa

and me . we are pretty much same as before !!

but something has changed !!!

now I'm not some" pitiful kid who always begged for help "

I'm now a normal middle schooler !!

it's not much of deal for others

but for me being normal "feels so good "

because I'm not sitting on the chair watching others ,

now I can participate in other activities too and some of my

senior know about me , so they let me play football sometimes with them , even though I suck !!

Nagisa : hey , kotarou !! look at this I had a full score on all subjects

kotarou :* man!! , she's so annoying !!, why is she always do that ??

did she felt joy or something ??* yeaahhhhhh !!! good for you Nagisa !!!

Nagisa : HA HA HAAA HMM !!! yeah I know right !!!

it's pretty good to have a full score on all subjects !!!

kotarou : * thats too good you know * yeah you really are a great !!

Nagisa : you really think so !! (with sparkling eyes )

kotarou : yeah really I do !!

Nagisa : well !!! to be honest that wasn't a big deal you know !!

(with smirked face )

kotarou : * now she's trying to look cool*

well I wish I could said that tooo!!!

I was pretty by annoyed by her , so I also got into the

video games

contest but competition was really tough

or maybe I was too nervous !!

but In the end I was able to win the second prize !!

so I showed to Nagisa that I won the second prize on contest

i was waiting for the annoyed face but instead of

getting annoyed she looks happy for some reason !!

( and that's all , Nagisa was like big sister to me most of the time )

other guys from corner : why is she always around him ??

: yeah , he's Just a loser , who can't do anything at all !! what is she like about him anyway !!

: don't worry guys , she's just being nice !! hey , LOSER !! don't

thing you're special or something !!

: yeah !! you got that right buddy !! he's such a piece of trash !! he at suck everything !!

you can even write book I guess !!

kotarou : * what are they shouting about ,we aren't like that at all *

Whatever !!

At first I don't mind about this things but the end of the year

I starting felt something In my heart when I saw Nagisa

talking to other guys !!

then I realised my feelings for her is changing , at first

we were just Friends , but now every time I saw her my heart

beats like crazy , and my face turned red !!!! I looked like tomato!!

I actually have a crush on Nagisa!!!

AT THE LUNCH TIME !!!

Nagisa : Hey !! kotarou !! let's have a Lunch together !!!

kotarou : WHAAAAT!!!!!!!! lunch together ???

* Nagisa : kotarouuuuu .... say " ahhh"

kotarou : a.a.a.a.a.a heyyyy!!! ..stop it , it's embarrassing !!

Nagisa : but why... isn't it almost feel like we are dating ????

DATING !!!!! *

kotarou : NOOOOOOO!!!!

Nagisa : what but why ???

Kotarou : a.a.a.am.ummm. because a.aa. you know ...a.a.a.

( Blushing )

I actually forgot my lunch !!!!! ( excuse)

Nagisa : don't worry , we can share !!

kotarou : ahaa.a.a.a.a.a noooo !!! I'm fine ..... (blushing )

I wanna to eat lunch with my friends !!

Nagisa : really !! okay !! then bye !!

kotarou : yeaahhhhhh!!!!!! bye !!

haaaaaaaaahh ( breathing )

MY HEART CAN'T TAKE IT !!!

I Always runaway nowadays , l don't why though but my heart beats sooo fast and cheeks turned red everytime!!

AND ONE DAY!!

EVENING !!

Teacher: hey ! , kotarou !!! take this papers to class 3- A ( Nagisa's class )

kotarou : aa.a.aumm.. okay , sir !!!

ohhh no!! oh no !! ohhhnooo!!

CALM DOWN !!!!CALM DOWN !!!! HAAAAAAAAhhhh...(DEEP BREATH)

* MY HEART IS BEATING SO FAST .... !!

" DON'T WORRY KOTAROU " YOU JUST HAVE TO GIVE IT SOMEONE !!!! IT DOESN'T WHO !!!!

YESSSSS

YOU GOT THIS !!!! *

CLASS 3-A

( girls chatting in the class )

kotarou : is this Nagisa ???( in front of the door)

: hey!! Nagisa !! what do you think about " kageyama " from the first years !!!

: yeah !!! you guys looks so close !!!

: are you two dating or something ????

Nagisa : OHHH !! COME ON GUYS WE AREN'T LIKE THAT

"KOTAROU IS LIKE MY LITTLE BROTHER !!

NOTHING MORE THAN THAT !!"

( IN KOTAROU' S MIND .....

: hey !! LOSER !!!!!!

: DON'T THINK YOU ARE ANY SPECIAL !! BRAT !!!

: HE CAN'T DO ANYTHING AT ALL !! WHAT A PIECE OF TRASH!!!

: SHE JUST BEING NICE , DON'T GET YOUR HOPE'S UP !!!

LOSER !!!!! )