Hi!!!!
I'm not dead, just more grown up >_> (ignore that its only been 1-2 years)
After building up this story I published 3 chapters on a whim because I was sad to see all my effort turn into a permanent writer's block. After that, I got a few collections and got motivated enough to begin a rewrite because after chapter 3...it went downhill from there.
And, turns out I didn't have motivation nor time as school had started again.
Coming back to this old account I felt bad, so I decided to publish the original unedited drafts of this once prized work that I had kept dear to my heart.
Even though I still love the characters and this story I don't have what it takes to truly bring them to life, and seeing how they weren't perfect to my liking I came to the realization that if I couldn't bring out their best selves, then I didn't want to work on it anymore.
In my brain Chu Mal Chin had a bigger personality then just some guy who died and turned into a sub comedy mc to be toyed with by some sub rate MLs.
He uses keywords and phrases like "Action!" to hide just how truly and utterly terrified and alone he feels in his new strange and familiar world, and is stronger then anyone in this novel at heart with knowing that even though it was someone else who caused trouble, it is his responsibility to do his job is hopes that what he does is for the greater good.
Whenever Malso appears and his name is used/mentioned, this is when Chu Mal Chin is thinking mostly when he is in character, because when he is Malso just the confidence or comfort of knowing that there is something stronger within him lets him able to use Malso's abilities with almost 80% synchronization.
It all sounds like a bunch of gibberish and it may as well be, but despite how long it has been, I truly cherish this fantastical character made up to be a better version of a more realistic approach in these genres. In total honesty, comedy wasn't a main focus in this story and mainly used just to not add so much heaviness on the story, giving it the "well it was funny, so why not!" sort of feeling.
I love you Chu Mal-Chin! Continue existing in my memories and maybe I'll come back to see you? Lol.
Anyways, this book will be incomplete. Thank you for reading and I wish you a good rest of your life.