it's probably about 4 Am now but I still can't sleep even though I'm tired my body just won't let me sleep, I continued writing, my pen flowing on the paper, I wrote about Amanda, I guess it's just my way of coping. she isn't coming back and I know that but writing just makes me feel better in a way, it lets me imagine what we could do if we were still together, I let out a yawn, maybe I should try to get to sleep now. I turned around and saw the other Amanda, "What do you want?"
"I just wanted to see what my mini fiancée was doing"
"if you ever call me that ever again I will rip you throat out to put it politely"
"alright, alright, calm down."
I went out of my tent and walked to the top of a hill and sat down looking at the moon, it's a beautiful moon, I wish Amanda was here to watch it with me. I lied down on the grass, maybe if Amanda was here I wouldn't be back at this village. I should never have went back the first time and used blood magic, she went insane after seeing that blood demon and now it's loose so if I ever encounter it I'm in trouble, could I be able to face my greatest fear without becoming like Amanda? I grabbed the grass and the colour from it started to drain and I calmed down. that's better, lying down is really good for the nerves. I stood up and tightened my cloak and I then walked down the hill as it turned red behind me I soon arrived back at the camp and on the hill there was a screech, I was too far to be able to hear it. I sharped some knives and put one in a strap on my thigh in case I needed it in an emergency, I then put my other two knives by my hips so I could easily use them to fight, I walked around the village. So I'm back here again, I guess I'm just cursed to not be able to leave this place forever. I went to my sleeping bad and lied down on it, I don't want to do anything. Why can't I just hug Amanda? if Amanda was here things would be much better. I was just lying there for what seemed like an eternity, I'm never going to see her again am I? Tears flowed down my face. Goodbye Amanda. I got up walked into the woods to find some bandits to test out my combat on and before long I did find some, I threw my knife and lightning ricocheted from each of the bandits killing them instantly, well that was certainly easy and oddly satisfying, killing them seemed to take my mind off of things, I continued walking through the forest before I found the bandit camp,I walked towards it killing any bandits that I saw and before long I reached the leaders tent, I went in and killed the guards, "hey" I threw a knife at him but it was cut in half, someone appeared from the shadows and they were wearing Emma's bunny mask, my whole body started crackling with lightning and I practically teleported to the person ripping the mask off of their face, "don't you fucking dare wear that mask" the person looked at me with a face of confusion and just lifted me up and threw me into the ground, "well if I can't wear this mask then I guess I'll just take yours." she went to grab my mask but aa soon as she was about to get it lightning jumped from my face electrocuting her, I got up and removed the enchantment on her boots and gloves, I then grabbed the rabbit mask and ran out of there, I don't want to deal with her right now. I soon got back to camp and wiped the blood off of my mask, I wonder what Amanda would say if she was still here...