I've already laid him on my bed, and I'm a little confused again because this is the first time I've been able to sleep with him.
"Do you want water?" I asked him
He nodded, I immediately went to the kitchen and left him to get some water.
"Oh here's your water" I said as I reached for him.
He got up and immediately drank the water I gave him, I couldn't help but stare while he drank, every time he swallowed the water I was thirsty, I also couldn't help but accompany his swallowing, of course he can't be the only one to swallow HAHA.
Who can't stare, I just need to eat his big adams apple HAHA Lol.
"Hmm thank you for letting me stay at your house" Frank said.
"Nothing, I also want you" I returned to him.
"Huh?" He asked.
"I mean I also want you to help as much as you help me" I blurted out.
"Ah thank you very much" he returned.
It's only 7 pm, it's awkward if we go to bed right away, besides, I don't want to have anything to do, especially since we're in the same room. Besides, I should be the one to entertain because he's a guest.
What can we do? Any Suggestion? HAHA, ah I know!
"You're drunk?" I have a few questions
"Just a little, why what would you do to me?" he asked me with a laugh.
"Ehhh,what!, whatever you're thinking, that's not my job" I replied to him.
"Hey what if that's my job?" he replied eagerly.
I was not immediately silent, and I immediately changed our subject.
"Hmm, about what you told me earlier ..."
"That I want you?" he whispered to me.
"Yes, is that true or just a joke?" I seriously asked Frank.
"Hmm that's true, I want you, I repeat I want you" he said to me in a drunken tone.
My faces turned red, my heart beat faster because of the tremor, but I don't know if I will believe him, it's because he's drunk, do I know if he just said that because he's drunk.
But no, his face was serious when he said those words.
"Are you, do you feel the same way for me" he asked me seriously.
"Hmm why should I tell you" I jokingly replied to him.
He just smiled at what I said.
"Btw you texted me 2 years ago" I said to him.
"Yes, I've been waiting for a long time for you to reply, but it's okay at least now I'm with you" he answered me with a cold voice.
I want to jump for joy, and at the same time I feel guilty because he waited for me to reply, do I know that he texted.
"I'm sorry because I didn't like social media back then" I apologized to him.
"It's okay, I've been able to follow you on campus every day for 2 years" he said back to me.
I felt even more guilty for what he said, I don't know if I should reciprocate his perseverance in following me on campus every day.
I didn't even approach him before when I saw him following me.
"Huh? You've been following me on campus for 2 years? I said as if shocked and didn't know what he was saying.
"Yes, I can't complete my day if I can't see you, and besides, you are also the one who inspires me to continue my studies" he explained.
It's like it's going to explode, it's really going to explode, I can't do it anymore, it's like my heart is going to explode with what he said.
"Inspiration? Why don't you have a family to be inspired by? I asked.
"Mama and papa disappeared as early as possible because of a car accident, my sister and I were the only ones left, those times, it was very difficult and very painful because I can no longer feel the care of a father and mother, I can't admit it either I'm like this, that I like men, I don't even know if they'll accept me, but I'm sure of one thing, they love me "Frank explained to me tearfully".
I felt Frank's longing for his parents, I also felt the pain he was carrying.
I'm very lucky because I still have parents who are care with me.
"I'm sorry, you got emotional, but thank you for not hesitating to tell me" I said to him.
He just nodded smiling.
*After 2 hours of talking*
"Hmm, Frank you're there to sleep in bed, I'm just here on the floor" I let him know.
"Why? You don't want to be next to me? He asked me.
"It's not like that, you're a guest so I want you to sleep in bed" I excused him.
"We can both sleep next to each other, we can fit in here oh" he insisted to me.
"Ah as long as I don't disturb your sleep" I promised him.
"I won't disturb my sleep unless you do something to me" he said jokingly.
"You're crazy, I'm having trouble sleeping so I don't wake you up" I whispered again.
"All right please, sleep next to me, I don't want to let you get mosquitoes on the floor, I should just hit you HAHA just a joke, don't take it seriously ah" he insisted and joked at me.
My heartbeat quickened again and my chest suddenly became hot because of what he said, am I going to be slapped, HAHA, who doesn't want LOL.
What else can I do? He has already pleaded, it's hard to deny, but deep inside I really want him to be by my side, I just don't want to make it public.
I went to bed and lay down while he was next to me.
I was shocked when he suddenly took off his clothes, and I was even more surprised when he took off his pants, and the only thing left for him was his boxer brief.
"Hey what are you doing?" trembling I asked him.
"Because I'm not used to sleeping when I'm dressed in pants" he replied to me.
"Ah is that so" I promised him
My whole body heats up because of what I can see, big muscles, his 6 pack abs, and his insane chest. But I suppressed my feelings and just closed my eyes.
In the middle of the deafening silence someone whispered to me that ...
"Is this your first time sleeping with a man next to you?"
"Yes are you?" I whispered to him too
"Yes" he turned to me.
And accordingly our murmuring stopped.
Eventually I felt something slowly apply to my back, a hand crawling and wrapping around my body. Frank hugged me and I could do nothing because of the tightness of his hug.
And one more thing, I will give it to him because I really feel guilty for what he did 2 years ago.
"Goodnight" Frank whispered to me.
"Goodnight" I turn to him as my bodies heat up.
I closed my eyes while savoring Frank's hugs, yes I will admit that I liked it too.
I'll have to sleep, Goodnight.