He was on his knees in front of the tabernacle as he used to do every day. He worked in a Catholic school, which had a chapel on its premises and he, as a local teacher, could reach it. He had been a history teacher for five years and also worked in the coordination of the school, so in addition to the classes he helped with the orientation of the students.
He was a very devout Catholic and a member of the lay group the Servants of Christ and that is why he worked tenaciously to transmit the message of God to men, to be an example of the life of Christ, which is why he was on his knees in the tabernacle at that time.
He interrupted his prayer to look at his watch; it was time to go to the coordination office. He crossed himself and quickly left the chapel in the direction of the office. He arrived at the door where he ran into Ana the math teacher, who was standing at the door with a look of concern on her face:
--- Ana! ... What a surprise, what are you doing here? --- He said.
--- Alfredo ... hi, look, I have to ask you a favor ... --- she said worried.
--- Yes, of course ... What's going on?
--- I found a seventh grader with an adult magazine, he was coming out of the bathroom and when he passed me he accidentally dropped it ... he's inside, in the office.
While the teacher was telling him, she showed him the publication. He took it and checked the cover, it was a Penthouse, he remembered that publication, he had fed his erotic fantasies a long time ago, and he remembered encounters with friends, with whom he masturbated watching material of that nature in a lot. Of course, thanks to his encounter with Jesus Christ, he had managed to leave all that behind, he had grown as a person and the time when he had lived imbued with meaningless sexual fantasies, had been left behind.
--- Well, you're going to talk to him right? --- he asked curiously.
--- That's the problem ... --- she replied. --- Now I have to run because I have an appointment with the doctor, could you take care of it?
--- Sure, no problem... I'll talk to him. --- showing a helpful attitude.
--- Thank you, you are love... see you. --- She said as they kissed each other on the cheek.
She left quickly leaving him at the office door, he took the magazine she left him and glanced over it...
Pornography and teenagers, something typical... He managed a smile and walked into the office.
Inside the office, on a chair in the middle of the room, was a boy with his back to him, who turned when he felt him enter. His face showed an expression of shame and concern, he had been caught red-handed in something improper.
He walked calmly going to the desk, he sat looking at the boy directly, he was studying him, he looked away from the sides in shame:
--- Professor Ana will not be able to talk to you, because she had to withdraw to a commitment, I will...
The boy kept his gaze of expectation and doubt.
--- Do you know why you are here?
The boy responded with resignation:
--- The teacher found me with a magazine...
--- Exactly, a magazine for adults... --- he picked up and showed the number of the Penthouse, opened it, and began to look at it overhead. He saw a scene where a girl met two grooms in a stable, who pounced on her to strip her of her clothes and have sex. The scene artistically showed the nudes and placed in such a way that the sex of the men was not seen, it was more Soft Porn than anything else, but it was still quite fiery. He closed the magazine to address the boy:
--- What is your name? --- I did not know the boy the school was quite large with many students; it was quite difficult to recognize them all.
--- Jonathan Aranguren...
--- Well, Jonathan, where did you get the magazine? --- The professor looked at him carefully.
The boy began to look everywhere nervous.
--- And good? --- insisted the teacher.
The boy sighed in surrender.
--- It was an eighth-grade kid; I bought it for him for money...
--- What is the boy's name?
--- I don't know his name, I only know him by sight...
--- Okay, we'll fix that later. --- He got up from the chair and walked slowly to the front of the desk, leaning on the edge, he wanted to take a more confident pose with the student. --- Tell me, is it the first time you have acquired material of this nature?
--- Yes --- the boy looked up sadly.
--- Look... at first glance it may seem like something exciting, but I want you to think about the following, these people have sex in full view... does that seem right to you?
The boy looked at him with doubt, he did not know how to respond, and he began to think for a moment.
--- Look, for example... do you consider that people should have sex in the middle of the street?
--- Not.
--- Why not?
--- Well, I think it's something private...
--- Exactly, it is something private, something intimate... but not only that, it has a much deeper value than you imagine.... --- He leaned forward, his gaze on the boy's to show firmness in your speech.
The boy was curious.
--- Tell me, you live with your family, correct?
The student nodded.
--- Your dad and mom are married and make up a marriage, right?... from that union you were born, your parents got married because they were in love, am I going well so far?
He nodded again.
--- So you are the product of love between two people, the sexual act is an expression of love between two people, which as a consequence give life, that is normal because God created us that way...
--- If, according. --- The student was shy.
--- Now think about the magazine, at least in the first part... do you think that the two men who are with the woman are in love with her? Do you think they feel love for each other?
--- I do not know. --- The student was surprised by the question.
--- Well... I can tell you that they do not feel it, also if you start to see it is a trivialization of a beautiful act between two people, it is vulgar exploitation of the primary senses, it simply reduces men to simple animals and nothing more.
The student was calmer and did not feel so much pressure.
--- But also all this represents a strong degradation towards people, especially women, that is ... they turn them into mere objects for sexual pleasure, without taking into account their feelings, opinions, aspirations and other things. This is similar to prostitution; do you think prostitution is okay?
--- No, it is not good...
--- Because?
--- Because he mistreats women and they sell their bodies for money...
--- The student's response was a bit overwhelmed.
--- Well, pornography is the same, it is prostitution, only it is audiovisual, but it is the same.
He paused, took a breath, moved his neck sideways to relax, and continued.
--- Let's do a bit of memory ... did you take religion classes here? --- Like any Catholic educational institution, religion classes were part of the content given to students, the boy nodded.
--- Well, what things do you remember that you learned?
The student was thoughtful for a moment, he was remembering.
--- Well... Uuuhhh... that God is love and that he loves us.... --- obviously he was giving some far-fetched answer when he couldn't get something specific right.
--- Right!... God is love and loves us all, you have established a fairly important point it is one of the main ones. If we start from that point, it would be a matter of analyzing the following, if you know that God loves us all like a father, what do you think he would think about that kind of thing? About what appears in a publication like that one that they found you.
--- Well, I don't know... wrong?
--- And why do you think that is wrong?
--- Well because he had been saying that this was a bad thing... --- it could be seen again that he did not know what to answer.
--- Offended, sad... that is the answer, because the people who appear in this magazine are children of God, just like us and every time we consume this type of thing, we are supporting and supporting other children of God, our brothers, be violated, humiliated, outraged. God wants us to love each other and be happy, to turn our lives to him.
The student was thoughtful.
--- Also, you have no idea what is behind the world of pornography, many of these people are infected with venereal diseases such as AIDS or many times suffer from severe depression because they use them as sexual objects, completely degrading them... There have been cases in which suicide has been reached.
He was aware of this since he had participated in a talk of his apostolic group in which that specific topic was touched upon. He could clearly remember the problems and inconveniences that pornography generated in people's minds, it gave them misconceptions about beauty and sexual relationships, in addition to raising their beauty standards to levels outside the real, which sowed false and completely unrealizable expectations in people.
The student was thoughtful, he considered that he had already learned his lesson and decided to end the subject.
--- Ok... look, you were not committing a serious offense that merits a sanction such as suspension, consequently, there will be no punishment or report, but ... I'm going to keep the magazine, this seized.
--- But... --- the student was going to protest.
--- No buts, the magazine is confiscated, you can withdraw... and meditate on what I just told you, okay? --- Demonstrated authority to make his point clear.
The student nodded, crestfallen picked up his bundle, got up, and left the office. He had the impression that what he had said had penetrated the boy, at least he had given him something good to meditate on, he sincerely hoped that the boy would turn his life around, a turn that would allow him to see things differently, as had happened to him.
He remembered the day when he learned that onanism was a sin and that he must fight it. It was a tough fight, he had to go to the psychologist for professional help, little by little he discovered his fault, it was the deep insecurity he had in his personal life, with help and assistance, he was able to overcome that.
Still holding the magazine in her hand, she got up and went back to her chair, opened the magazine to take a closer look.
At first, it was about a high society lady who enjoyed horseback riding. In a stable when taking a horse for her usual practice, when she came across two stout grooms, who were grabbing a horse, she looked at them and said:
--- And that's how they handle women too?
That was enough for the two young men to jump into action taking the girl and gently began to remove her clothes. The high society lady was extremely exploited and the two subjects with athletic bodies, all three were shaved and tanned; it was the maximum exaltation of the physical beauty of the human body. The men began to caress her exploring every part of her body; she had no problem giving herself completely to them.
He opened his eyes at that scene, swallowed a little saliva and his heart began to beat, he placed the magazine on the desk, to see it better.
The lady completely naked was carried by the two young men, also naked, they took her to an inn and there the action began, penetrating her through all her body orifices, showing only the girl's sex as Soft Porn.
Wow... he thought, his breathing quickened, his wide eyes studied everything carefully... the girl's body, her clean, soft, shiny and tanned skin, her curves, how the hands caressed that body, how they explored all its corners, as the girl expressed in her face all the pleasure she felt.
His body began to pump blood to his crotch, he began to feel a tingle, he swallowed hard and continued turning the pages until the end of the scene, he remembered those days of his adolescence when he enjoyed those things, he remembered the fantasies, he remembered the Self-inflicted pleasure, deep down she missed that.
He kept turning the pages where there were only commercials. He came to another part. In this, there was a stage with a large Harley-Davidson motorcycle, and standing behind the motorcycle, a stunning and beautiful blonde.
He felt a twinge of emotion again; the girl was dressed in a blue bikini and heels, and flirtatiously began to take it off while contouring her body with a look of desire.
The blood that pumped to his crotch caused an erection that began to resist against his underwear, from his half-open mouth a trickle of drool began to come out, which was driving him to madness.
The girl leaned back on the motorcycle in the double saddle, then turned around and got into four on the motorcycle, arched her waist showing her beautiful and well-contoured rear, leaned over, and delicately licked the fuel tank of the motorcycle.
He turned the page and came across more commercials, flipped through them desperately, wanted to see more, much more. So when it came to the last section.
In this one was a patrol car with two sexy women, dressed in erotic versions of police uniforms, one was Asian, and the other was Caucasian, posing for the camera.
Oh, my God... He thought when he saw that.
The girls began to caress each other and then slowly and sensually took off their suits and with their clubs began to explore each part of their bodies, using them as dildos to give each other more pleasure; they tasted each other, throwing glances of desire at the camera.
At that moment instinctively he lowered his hand and began to caress his crotch, he could feel the bulge that he had in his pants.
PAM! PAM!... They knocked on the door:
--- Augh!! --- was startled, taken by surprise, swallowed hard and put the magazine in a desk drawer while saying:
--- Uh... uh... yeah... GO FORWARD!
The door opened, it was another professor colleague:
--- Hello, here you are... uh... I come here to let you know that the meeting we had scheduled was held for tomorrow, so we will be able to retire earlier.
--- Ahh... yeah... okay.
--- All good? --- The teacher looked at him carefully, apparently, he noticed something.
The erection that he had little by little began to give way, the powerful stimulus had disappeared.
--- Yes... yes, all good, I was reviewing some things here, I was very concentrated and when you played I was surprised... that's all.
--- Okay, I was just letting you know... I'll see you tomorrow, don't stay late. --- said the teacher as he gave a light greeting and left, closing the door.
He sat at the desk thoughtfully, literally the same thing happened to the student, only that he had been able to get rid of an embarrassing situation, he took a deep breath and realized that the erection had passed...
God, well... what happened to me?... he thought as he took out the magazine from where he had hidden it and placed it on the table, then he saw the time on his watch...
Well, today we are not going to have the meeting so I can close the office earlier, let's give him... he started to collect his things and started to close the office. He looked at the magazine on the table, took it, rolled it up and put it in his briefcase, left the office locking it. He went downstairs, walked down the hall to the school entrance, and said goodbye to the doorman. Right there on the other side of the street he saw a garbage dump, he crossed the street arriving at the place, there was a lot of accumulated garbage, the mayor's office was not doing a good cleaning job.
Snakingly he took the magazine out of his rolled-up briefcase and started to throw it away when something stopped him. He stood with his hand outstretched holding the magazine in front of the pile of garbage, suddenly his mind was invaded by the photos of those sensual girls, he saw them all crowded together, hugging, kissing, looking at him with desire, he felt that they were calling him, his heart He throbbed again, swallowed and looked at the magazine, a few seconds passed and then he sneakily returned to put the magazine in his briefcase, then turned around and went home.
That same night he masturbated calmly while he was looking at the magazine, he remembered the pleasure he felt doing it, he received it with longing, but when he finished he remembered why he had decided to stop doing these things. Despite the conflictual situation and the subsequent depression that resulted from it, the magazine continued to be discreetly kept in his room.