Can I just stay,
And not be felt.
Can I just be,
And not be touched.
I even felt sick,
And when I close my eyes,
All I have is dreams.
Save me please,
I'm scared to open my eyes,
My Life is a dreaded nightmare,
Of which I can't die there.
If in my sleep I dream,
And when I'm awake, I fear.
For the horrors I face.
Isn't eternal sleep my saving grace ?
I'm not suicidal,
But...
Who isn't afraid of pain?
Tell me .
Who can stand all this hate?
If life is a race,
Why start it in the first place?
In the end,
Nobody wins,
We are all losers.
Don't ask me how....
You only win in this world if you reach all your goals,
So far....
No one ...
We end up loosing the race we started.
Why then do we run this race,
Are we just too optimistic?
Why go through so much pain,
When in the end you loose it all?
Why choose life, when you can just die?