Oh my God…
This can't be a joke, is it?
Is a very beautiful woman with blond hair and green eyes calling me my son in front of me?
Does the brunette with black hair next to him say the same as his son?
I think I'm crazy.
Yeah yeah, I must be crazy.
The man who said he was my father suddenly changed his face.
"Do you smell bad?"
"As always, our little monster sent the bomb."
Ah…
I'm ashamed…
I disgust myself…
My mother cleaned my diaper with her hands without being squeezed.
While he was cleaning my diaper, I suddenly started crying in a way I did not understand.
I was crying involuntarily and really couldn't stop myself.
"So you're hungry after the bomb you dropped, Helder?"
Helder?
How does he know my name?
Or?
I was really surprised that my name was Helder.
I think I was unknowingly born in a different body with the same name.
Although it sounds fantastic, it was lucky for me.
What year am I in?
Or what country am I in?
Anyway…
***
While I was thinking about these, my mother had already prepared her baby food and was feeding me with her hands.
How long has it been since I haven't felt the love of the mother?
Frankly, I was feeling happy when I was eating from my mother's hands. Who wouldn't feel that though?
Especially if you are a baby?
So where did my father disappear suddenly?
Then I heard an unexpected noise that I was used to.
"Gooooooooooooool."
"It was a great shot. You're perfect, Jackson. "
"Here is my man ..."
I was hearing my dad's screams of joy, but his shouting would have disturbed my baby's body so I started crying.
Seeing that I was crying, my mother got up nervously from my side.
I could hear them talking.
"Quiet, he started crying again because of your shouting!"
"But this is a derby match…"
"If you keep screaming, this derby match could be a nightmare for you."
"Don't… don't… don't… don't do what I think, okay I won't shout."
I had a clear understanding of my mother's character. My father's despair made him laugh. But what could have scared my father so much?
My father promised my mother that she would not shout again, and my mother came back to me when even a few seconds later he started to scream again.
But this time he was cursing.
It was clear that his favorite team had conceded a goal.
But when I saw the face of my mother who heard my father yelling, I started crying again.
My mother thought I was crying because of my father, but this was sad for my father.
Sorry, father ...
My mother was so angry that the conversation in the other room was more heated this time.
"Didn't I tell you not to shout? You scared Helder! "
"Sorry dear, but damn they scored for the stupid mistake of our defender."
My mother will not be satisfied with this answer, she used the following sentences that I will never forget for my life.
"I hope your team loses..."
When my father heard about this, he lost hope in the game.
Because whoever my mother wanted to lose in any game, that team was strangely losing, and I realized that when I grew up.
It was then that the first time I witnessed my mother's interesting power.
***
The match will be over when my father came to our side.
"Congratulations Anna, it happened again and we lost 5-1."
I could see a proud expression on my mother's face. But there was an explanation to comfort my father.
"Do not worry darling, you will be champion this year. I feel that way. "
When my father heard this, he kissed my mother's lips with joy…
Ahem ahem…
There's a baby here ...
Isn't it a shame?
***
Frankly, I was lucky to be born again in such a family.
It was obvious from their eyes that they were absolutely in love with each other.
Even though they got angry with each other every once in a while, they were a sweet and good-looking couple.
I wonder which one am I like?
I have to grow up and look at myself in the mirror as soon as possible.
I hope I'm handsome ...
While I was dreaming of these dreams and thinking about sleeping, the door of the room opened quietly ...
I immediately closed my eyes.
In my previous life, I used to pretend to sleep in the masseur's room so as not to go out to work from time to time.
This was one of my hidden talents.
"You are just a baby but you are so cute ..."
Yes, the person who came into the room quietly was my father.
"I apologize to you, Helder, even though you are so cute."
How so?
I did not understand.
"I apologize, and I apologize wholeheartedly for being born into such a weak and poor family."
My father was crying when he said these ...
"Why am I telling you this now? Because you are not old enough to understand me. I am sure it will be very difficult for me to explain these when you grow up. If you heard about the difficult conditions we married with your mother if you knew that being born is a miracle, and even more so if you were not born, I would not be here right now. You know I gave up the world, Helder? Your miraculous birth gave me strength. Happy birthday and you joined our family. "
Tears were running down my eyes. I shouldn't have let my dad know. How could someone I just know impressed me so much?
I could hear him stepping out of the room slowly.
He said the following before closing the door.
"I hope you can be strong like the football player I have always admired. Like Helder Xerxes, I named you after… "
12 years later ...