AFTER SCHOOL, I visit Maria in jail. I go up to the counter lady with a brown pants suit on and kinda plump around her eges. She looks about fifty as I ask measuring her face, "Ma'mm, do you know where Maria is? Maria Vamaren, my cousin?"
says in a groggy voice looking up from her computer screen, "Deseased, sorry for your lose. Naxt!"
"Deseased?! Are you sure? M-m-maybe sh-sh-sh-she's uh wanen't marked preasant or-or something?" I sputter out unable to manage to say anything else she checks again.
"Still says the same thing. She hung her self in the cell saying she's tired of life and my cousins not showing up."
I feel like I'm sufficating in the cold harsh world of darkness. Nothing but darkenss. I have a flashback from a month ago. I'm carrying luggage inside of her tiny home and she says, "just leave her...leave her...leave her..." he words echo in my head as I get escorted by the guards for standing too long. They place me in the seat as I shrug them off, "Im...okay," I lie, but what can you do when your cousin kills herself? Death is a scary place and so is life but atleast in death you're sleeping peacefully until you transform into another person again.