*Warning This is the authors first time writing a romance novel so don't feel offended if I make a mistake and if you are looking for R-18 Get out of here this is not a place for you this if you are a monster go to a place of holy light and you will worship me the god of Chickens so say hail Chicken, god, 3 times so we can get started, You did it yay now doggies lets get into this*
I have always been smart I liked to study more than the average joe this was a curse inside of a blessing this brought me nothing but trouble all my life I tried to fix stuff but the only thing that fixed the hatred that was towards me was my love but it all went hell she cheated on me with father I couldn't believe it the people I tried to help betrayed me I went three years without a girlfriend I graduated college with a degree in computer science degree I was happy after that I got another girlfriend this time I gave her everything she asked for after 2years she got pregnant but then I was happier than the sky. But it came crashing down when I took a DNA test 15 years later it turned out I was not the father I was in a fit of rage I kicked them out of the house. I was heartbroken that I was cheated on by my wife that I loved for so long I didn't hate the son of the man I still loved him even though he was not my real son. So I went to pick him up from where I thought he would be and he was under the bridge with his mother I go grab him by his arm and put him in the car and say "I still love you even though you may not be my real son" But at that time my head was broken I was 20 when I had my first kid. I should have stayed in college longer I laugh.
3 years later I am 38 and living a life I hate I have dated 3 more women but they all betrayed me in the end my heart is now as cold as steel the only sun in my life is my son he has gained a bit of weight and stays in his room all day watching these things they call anime fuck I can't believe I am getting more useless it is already 2018. I have published so many games over the years my studio is called BattleGoat Studios but after a day of work, I sit down on the couch take off my shoes and go into my son's room I see the forbidden him beating his meat he yells at me for going into his room without knocking I go for a walk after that when I am about to be done I see a robbery going on I am still in my prime right 38 is still young I think. I then rush up behind the bank and go through there entering through the back and take a guy out by using my belt like a mad lad I then go through the rest of the bank beating them with my belt until there is one guy left which he grabs out an RPG out of nowhere and shoots it at me I die. I start to scream from being still alive and it hurts getting shot I cough up blood and say " Is this the real life?
Is this just fantasy?
Caught in a landside,
No escape from reality
Open your eyes,
Look up to the skies and see,
I'm just a poor boy, I need no sympathy,
Because I'm easy come, easy go,
Little high, little low,
Any way the wind blows doesn't really matter to
Me, to me
Mamaaa,
Just killed a man,
Put a gun against his head, pulled my trigger,
Now he's dead
Mamaaa, life had just begun,
But now I've gone and thrown it all away
Mama, oooh,
Didn't mean to make you cry,
If I'm not back again this time tomorrow,
Carry on, carry on as if nothing really matters
Too late, my time has come,
Sends shivers down my spine, body's aching all
The time
Goodbye, everybody, I've got to go,
Gotta leave you all behind and face the truth
Mama, oooh
I don't want to die,
I sometimes wish I'd never been born at all.
I see a little silhouetto of a man,
Scaramouch, Scaramouch, will you do the Fandango!
Thunderbolts and lightning, very, very frightening me
Galileo, Galileo
Galileo, Galileo
Galileo, Figaro - magnificoo
I'm just a poor boy nobody loves me
He's just a poor boy from a poor family,
Spare him his life from this monstrosity
Easy come, easy go, will you let me go
Bismillah! No, we will not let you go
(Let him go!) Bismillah! We will not let you go
(Let him go!) Bismillah! We will not let you go
(Let me go) Will not let you go
(Let me go)(Never) Never let you go
(Let me go) (Never) let you go (Let me go) Ah
No, no, no, no, no, no, no
Oh mama mia, mama mia, mama mia, let me go
Beelzebub has a devil put aside for me, for me,
For meee
So you think you can stop me and spit in my eye
So you think you can love me and leave me to die
Oh, baby, can't do this to me, baby,
Just gotta get out, just gotta get right outta here
Nothing really matters, Anyone can see,
Nothing really matters,
Nothing really matters to me
Any way the wind blows..." I am coughing up blood while singing it my vision then starts to turn black