I closed my laptop and finished the movie I had been watching for a long time. I don't know what to do, rather I'm restless and wondering. Why can my life be so terrible like this?
I don't have any work, I can only sit in my room and spend the whole day thinking about the future for me and my children.
everyone who used to help me slowly got busy with their own business. I got up again from the chair I was sitting in, now I choose to open the balcony of the room and let the afternoon breeze hit my body, which is only wrapped in a nightgown.
This afternoon it looks very cloudy, although it is not raining but the wind is quite strong. once again my eyes looked up at the sky, saw a gray cloud that was a little sad .. the color is exactly like my heart which is now very gray. I don't know what to do after this, whether I am destined to always be sad. or all this happened because of circumstances that I always choose wrong.
