"Long ago, when the third of your birth . You are one of the daughters of the chief, you live in the interior in the mountains. I found you when I was traveling alone. I saw you who were growing vegetables in a small land that you made as a garden, you were so beautiful back then. I remember vividly our third meeting. In fact, it feels like just yesterday I saw Eleonore in the third birth. " Marvel's words made me even more speechless, I don't know what to do with all the words he's throwing at me right now.
what does he really want?
I looked back at the sea, letting my hair fly by itself in the wind that was blowing quite hard.
"Of all the births that happened to me, you liked my birth the third most ?." I asked softly, heard the sound of laughter from Marvel. This made me look slowly at him again. "Why are you laughing?." I asked again, with a confused face I looked at him. His laughter really looked clear, was he imagining all the meetings that had happened between us? or is he just confused ?.
"Out of all your births, somehow I like the first birth. Because it's the first time I've met you, and the taste is different. However ... Apart from the first birth, it's the seventh birth of you that feels different too." He said softly, then he looked sighed softly.
"Why? Because I don't remember you ?." I asked softly, I began to see the look on his face so flat. For some reason, it seems that Marvel's face has been read too much, he is just silent and he can hear the sound of his breathing slightly chasing.
Judging from what is happening right now, I'm sure that he has a strong reason behind everything he said, what is he trying to say? what would a man who has not seen his lover say for a long time? What would he do when the girlfriend he was waiting for didn't remember him at all.
"No, not because of that. But because I feel that this is the last remnant of all my struggles and promises." Said Marvel, Hearing this, I started to guess again. what should I tell Marvel about all the thoughts going through my brain right now ?.
"the Last ? Is this my last birth?" I guessed in a low tone, somehow the question just came out of my mouth. as if I already knew that this was going to happen, I also felt that everything I felt and all these thoughts were true.
"Yes, you're right. do You know ?." He asked back.
"No, I'm just guessing. I don't remember you or the others, but I have different feelings in my heart. About who you are and why I immediately feel comfortable around you, then believe when you invite myself here. I just rely feeling and trust in my heart, that's why I can be here. " I said honestly.
"do you feel anything else? when looking into my eyes like this ?." Marvel said as he pulled my shoulders and told myself to look at him. I stared at his beautiful eyes, I was like diving into the deepest Trench. It melts with the seawater bubbles, falls into unconsciousness and ends in darkness without being aware of it.
Why? Why are his eyes like hypnotizing me? Why is everything in front of my eyes like perfect sculptures, sculptures that are shaped in such a way as to form Marvel's beautiful face. Why? I can't stop staring into her eyes and her whole face?
his lips were as red as a ripe tomato, It felt like it was refreshing and it was able to make me feel a slight rustle. His nose was pointed, his jaw was firm and boundless. His eyebrows are thick and slightly fused, making me feel that God's creation now makes me understand that the Marvel world and I are really different.
Behind all the perfection of Marvelo Salvador, there are obvious flaws. The look in his eyes, a look that was very sad and despairing. such a gaze of sorrow and deep longing. who does he miss or what? does he want something else? who just might be able to give satisfaction to all the waiting he has been waiting for.
"I feel a strange feeling, maybe this is not the right time to talk about this. But if you ask questions like this, I also want to ask a few questions of you. Have you still loved me for hundreds of years? Like the first time you said love. that?." I asked curiously, At that moment I saw a happy glow in his eyes. I see feelings that have been hidden for a long time and I see hope there.
My eyes and his eyes that always met, felt familiar in my mind. like everything has happened and stored long enough in all our long dreams. I gently stroked her lips that looked sexy and beautiful, Everything was confusing to me. especially when the warmth of her skin made my palms feel so weird.
"I love you without feeling what love is like anymore, but I know .. I know that the world has changed, and feelings will slowly change too. If you ask me if I still love you like the first time, the answer is No." Said Marvel in a very husky voice. his eyes really seemed to move erratically. is he lying?
"If you don't love me, why did you come to see me and bring me here? You said I am your Queen and I am your wife in all the lives that have happened. But why now do you clearly say that you don't love me?" I asked softly, inside my heart felt a little strange. I felt like I felt the other side of my heart pinched deep enough. I feel in pain, for whatever reason I feel in pain ..
"Because you're different, how can I say I love you? When you don't even remember me and even think I'm a stranger, how can I love someone who doesn't want to be loved? You're here only because of a heart, right? don't you understand, you stand here and ask a lot of things. That's all you do as long as you meet me, nothing else. So how can I say that I still love you? Whereas what I really love is Eleonore, my wife and my queen. the current you. " said Marvel at length, I who heard it all was silent.
I let go of my hand that was on his cheek, I moved my footsteps back a little. Without feeling my tears flowing, flowing profusely until I know. I know that I am disappointed with his words.