Is this how death feels? Its nothing like I have been told death was like, where is the bright light, all the pain ,even my life flashing before my eyes. Where did I go wrong to deserve to die like this, by myself, so suddenly ? I guess my life and the the things I wanted to do no longer matters.

"Do you want to live?"

"what? who is there? I thought I was alone but even if I was there isn't anything anyone can do to change my fate" I think to myself.

"None of that matters do you want to live or wallow in self pity as you die"

"live, because my own life is the most important thing to me.