My 15th birthday was getting closer and closer, but I was nervous both for the expectation of the awakening and for the fear of not being able to awaken my core by the time of my fifteenth birthday .
I thought about trying to speed up the formation of my nucleus, but I can't feel the mana in the air, when I asked my mother she laughed.
She said if it were possible to speed up waking up feeling the mana to try to absorb it she would have already taught me at the age of 5. It is only possible to feel mana in the air after awakening. The only way to speed up awakening is to ingest a large amount of extremely pure elements.
But it can screw with your core balance so it is very risky.
One day I started to feel a tingling in my eyes when I told my mom she lifted me up in the air and spun like when I was 3 years old. It must have been a strange sight for an adult woman turning a teenager of almost 15 years old.
"Dear you don't know how happy I am with this news, it means that your awakening is near."
I was confused by this because feeling tingling in the eyes was not a sign of awakening.
"Mom, why are my eyes tingling?"
"And what does this have to do with the awakening of my core?"
"Honey, that means you have your father's eyes. His father was not only a spellcaster he was also a creator he comes from a noble family that had the characteristic of eyes that can see mana in the air this is already a great help. "
"But his father managed to create a divine ability or evolved his eyes he tried to explain it to me, but I think that even he doesn't know how he managed it, he almost died created this ability."
"That is why the first sign of your awakening is your eyes because before you left your father through a ritual he passed on the power of his eyes to you."
"You inherited your father's eyes, but when your awakening happens your eyes will wake up too."
I always avoided asking about my dad because I thought it would hurt my mom, but now I realized that something happened to my dad, but I doubt my mom will tell me about what happened to him.
How much I reflected on the new information. My mother had already left the house, I think she went after alcohol to celebrate.
In the next few weeks I continued to follow my routine normally a week after the conversation I had with my mother, my eyes had stopped tingling more when 3 weeks into our conversation my awakening arrived.
My awakening was not common he came with a terrible pain in my eyes it looked like they were being pierced.
It was the worst time of my life, I never felt so much pain after the awakening ended. I passed out. I only regained consciousness the next morning with my mother at my side.
"How are you feeling dear. Is it hurting somewhere yet? "
"I'm fine mom."
"Dear like this is your core ? "
I concentrated on my core it was completely black I saw the mana running loose inside it, but I saw a small spot of light in the center of it, it was a combination of colors it was a mixture of green and red, but I saw a lot of purple small between the green and red colors, I was able to feel mana start to flow through my body to the core. Then came the mana around me I felt surrounded by it.
It was when I opened my eyes that I saw a new world full of new colors. When I looked at my mother I saw the mana and aura of her body, she was red and brown flowing all over her body like a smooth river had a red core in the center I saw her seed with a lighter shade of red and brown, but I I saw some white arches around my mother's nucleus.
When I calmed down my vision returned to normal I still feel mana in the air but I'm not seeing it with my eyes anymore .
"Honey, can you summon your mana?"
I tried how my mother had taught me over the years. When I pulled the mana from my core into my hand, but when it passed out of the core it ceased to be pure mana and became an aura she had a feeling different from mana, a texture in her, it was stagnant inside my hand, no more than my skin.
With this information I discovered that I have a nucleus like my mother's, but before I collect my aura I felt my elementary seed tremble inside my nucleus as it wanted to leave with the aura, an elementary fillet emerged from the seed out of the nucleus following the mana that turned into aura the element I felt first was the Fire burning through my body but it didn't hurt me it was comfortable. Here comes the Wind compared to Fire, it was cold, it passed through my body, it made me feel light,
"Mom, I have the same kind of core as you. I have two elements being Fire and Wind, but I felt a third plus is almost nothing compared to the others. "
When I looked at her I saw the biggest smile I have ever seen on her face that was interrupted when she jumped up to hug me.
This moment of tenderness did not last long, because she started spinning me around in the air is to laugh like a crazy person saying that she had won.
It took a while for her to calm down so we can talk.
" Are you calm now?"
"Yes, dear, I have calmed down."
I didn't believe her because she is still smiling like crazy.
"I know you are happy with my awakening but it looks like you are too happy."
"That's because I won!"
"Before you were born your father and I made two bets. I missed the first one and he pissed me off for that, but now I won the second one. "
When she was telling me about her bets, she was already doing a little victory dance.
"I know you're happy to win a bet, but we can talk about my eyes."
She was starting to control herself now, still smiling but not like crazy.
"Dear sorry. I was very excited more now let's talk about his eyes I believe that to activate them you need to channel your aura into your eyes but only you can find out what kind of skill they will have, your father was a magician and then he used mana to activate his eyes, but since you have an aura, I don't know how it will affect your eyes. Remember how I explained how to move your aura around your body now you need to practice. "
With that I left the house and went to the countryside in the forest where I could be alone.
I started meditating controlling my mana it was not difficult as I thought it would be, taking it out of the core was a natural strangeness as difficult as walking, but when it became an aura it was very different the aura was heavier and it needed more concentration to move it around my body it took a few hours to pass the aura from my core, to all parts of my body when I tried to concentrate my aura in my eyes, unfortunately I ran out of fuel .
I had to wake up so I don't have a lot of aura. I started meditating to speed up my recovery and it took me around two hours to recover my aura.
During the mediation I was aware of the color of my nucleus, I noticed that the mana currents that flowed through my nucleus became faster in the shell of my nucleus, small lighter points of black appeared on it to turn it to gray I will have to empty it my core countless times.
I directed my aura to my eyes the first thing I realized was that I came back to see the mana in the air, it was also in the trees of the forest, it was a little time, but it was still circulating around the trunk of the trees. .
When I checked it I found out that it was a healing herb, it is very common in this forest more and it is rare to see one right at the beginning of the forest, with that I realized the first use of my mana vision I can find objects that I counted mana or aura with it I can find herbs and rare minerals
Let's see what happens if I inject more aura into my eyes. Primero nothing happened.
Until I noticed a leaf falling in slow motion, which returned to normal because I ran out of aura again.
It seems that the skills in my eyes take a lot of aura.
With that I started to try to summon my elements from my core but this proved even more difficult than the aura, the fire element resisted my commands, it seemed that he wanted to run all over my body but not where I wanted him to go, already the wind I couldn't keep him focused, it went in the direction I wanted more, it didn't focus on my hand but flowed through my arm and back to the core.
With that I just needed to try the strengthening ways, let's go with the body.
I took a small amount of fire and wind and molded it into a small sphere and when I released it in my body it spread and penetrated my cells and then the pain came, I felt like my whole body was being cut by an extremely hot blade.
I thought I was ready for body temperament but I was wrong, and a completely different kind of pain than I felt during physical training.
Already feeding the core walls and the elemental seed with mana, it was much more comfortable but I couldn't notice any difference in them after emptying my mana, not that I noticed differently with my body after he went through the first temper besides being all sore .
I still need to try to improve the mana current in the core but I am out of mana, so there is no mana current to play with.
But it is already getting dark and I skipped lunch my mom will be irritated better to come back.