I wander through the streets as I try to find my favorite coffee shop . When I finally see it's sign it's name isn't special all it's called is the club the intellectual club .
But I go there anyway for chocolate and food especially to have conversations about the ongoing war. Between the Union and the elves the war is goin vve ru well for us but I've heard thousands of troops have already died I can't remember the exact number .
I plan on joining the army very soon to fight for my country this country which has given me freedom from the oppressive noble who ruled over me.
I can't remember that nobles name cause to me all they are now is a capitalist pig . But I do know they were a horrible human being for the majority of my life until I became 22 I was enslaved by this noble .
I am what the country previously called a traitor or enemy or any of those any of those names but they were all used as insults . My original homeland is now gone but my ancestors culture seems to have been inherited by this new country carved by our leader comrade Dominik .
I was named by my mother vedmid for my large size as a child and bear like behavior I would walk on all fours most of the time .
And when I was threatened by someone I would try to make myself bigger by standing on my back legs like a bear and seem to growl at them as ferociously as I can .
I've inherited my mother's original last name but I've also inherited my fathers who died in battle as he tried to protect our motherland . My full name not including my mothers is Vedmid Kozak .
A/N : it translates pretty much into bear Cossack
I still wish I could've seen my motherland and it's beautiful land the only times I felt close to it when we're my mother told me stories .
She described it as " heaven on earth it has beautiful trees and fertile land flowers beautiful flowers red white green any color you can imagine grow there . Resources are abundant and there animals live with us as they majestically run through the land ".
It sounded beautiful and peaceful I really wish I can see it . But I got a new motherland now but still I wish I no I dream that I can visit there and live out my life happily like my mother and father would've wanted .
May you rest in piece Mama may you Rest In Peace in all eternity and truly get to experience heaven . Soon I shall be meeting you in heaven and me father and you shall be able to experience an even greater heaven then our motherland .
May you please protect me with your motherly love as you await for my arrival at the gates of the afterlife the gates of heaven .
I start to tear up as I finish my prayer and one last thing I wanna say is I miss you your voice was so soothing I love you Mama .
As I seem to tear up my face dries as I say I know I shouldn't cry but I am very emotional .
So may you eternally Rest In Peace for the rest of eternity and forever see our father in heaven . In the name of the father the son and the Holy Spirit I wish you an eternity in heaven .