"I want to stay alone"
Mathew left him alone as he ordered.
"Life would have been easier if I didn't have to find and punish for her all deeds." He thought to himself.
...It was long ago, when she left me...
David's mom and dad always used to fight alot over small stuffs which used to affect David's mentality. Mr Roy- David's uncle dislikes his mom, Emily Jackson due to her behaviour.
He was quite young when her parents got divorced. But even after that, his mom never leave a chance to insult his dad. She even made them bankrupt many times. She was a total Karen.
"Enough, Emily! Now shut the crap already." His dad shouted.
"Why? " Emily shouted back.
"David is listening, Emily. Try to understand " Mr. Jackson said
"I know he is" Emily fold her arms "So what?"
"EMILY!" He shouted angrily "YOU NEVER LOVED HIM. WHY?" He bawled.
"BECAUSE OF YOU" She cried out.
"IT'S BECAUSE OF YOU. UNDERSTAND?" she yelled at him.
David inside his room with his uncle sitting on the couch.
"Uncle, why is mom dad always fighting?" He questioned to his uncle.
Mr. Roy's eyes got wet at his innocence but he was compelled.
"Son, that's just a small fight. They will get along again. " His uncle explained him.
"But... that doesn't seems that way uncle. Mom said she will leave me and dad " He sobbed "She also said that she have another son and she loves him, not me. " he wept.
His uncle hugged him tightly and wiped his tear. He could understand how hard it is for him to see his own parents fighting everyday.
"I understand, you are sad David, and that's alright. I promise, everything will be fine soon"
His uncle comfort him.
David was ten when his parents got divorced.
He used to miss his mom everyday. Since then, his dad became rude to everyone.
But one day, Emily came to meet David on his eleventh birthday.
"Happy birthday day to you... happy birthday to you... happy birthday day dear David happy birthday to you. Yayyy" everyone sang the birthday song for him.
"Son, blow the candles and wish." His dad pat her shoulder.
"Dad, can I say my wish to you?" David asked "Will you fulfill it please?" he made puppy eyes.
"Uh- Yeah sure. Tell me what is it son. I will fulfill your every wish" His dad smiled.
"I... " He was scared at what will his dad react at this if he told him his wish "Actually, i- I wanna see mom" He spoke with the guilt of saying.
"DAVID" his dad shouted at him.
David got traumatized at his loud voice and ran to his uncle, then hugged him tightly.
"JACKSON, WHAT IS THIS, WHY ARE YOU SHOUTING AT HIM" Mr. Roy yelled.
"I-i said I just wanna see mom again, for once" he said closing his eyes in fear.
"David, my son. Look I'm here" Emily entered.
"Mom?" he ran to hug her
"uh- uh- wait kid" She stopped him to hug and kneeled down "My child, happy eleventh birthday to you"
"EMILY" Jackson growled "HOW DARE YOU, WHO LET YOU IN"
"Sheesh" Mr. Roy signed "Let David see her a while, then do whatever you want to"
"I came to meet David. He is also my son and I don't need any permission to meet my son." She replied to his dad.
"Right David " She cupped his face to herself.
"Mom, Can I hug you please?" He wept.
"Uh- ya sure" She opened her arms unwillingly.
Both Mr. Roy and Jackson noticed her unwillingness to hug her own son. His father disgusted.
"I missed you so much mom, why did you left us" David said while hugging.
She breaks the hug and replied "I have to my son, I have to take care of my family. I love them"
"Family?" David confused
"Yes, family" She smirked.
"Ain't, I and dad your family? " He questioned, his innocence was at his peak.
She smirked again and replied rudely "No David, I have an another family. There's my husband and my son. My son loves me alot"
"But, I'm your son. What are you saying mom" He started weeping hard.
"David" his uncle put his hand on his shoulder "I will explain you. Come with me" He picked him up.
"Oh wait, here is your birthday present David"
She handed over a gift box "I will leave now. "
"Mom, don't go please. I miss you. I will love you more than your son do. Please don't leave me again" he begged and cried vigorously.
But Emily didn't stopped and slowly disappeared from his eyes.
"MOMMM " he gasped, "where is she going. MOM, come back" he cried.
"YOU WERE SO CRUEL MOM, YOU WERE SO CRUEL" David banged his hands into the wall.
"EVEN AFTER GETTING DIVORCED BY DAD, YOU DIDN'T, YOU DIDN'T LEFT US. YOU ALWAYS CAME UP WITH A NEW TROUBLE. EVERY. SINGLE. TIME!!" He roared and banged again into the wall.
"IT WAS ALL OKAY, UNTIL YOU PLANNED TO KILL DAD. UNTIL YOU PLANNED, MOM. TO KILLL. KILL DAD. " another bang and his hand started oozing blood.
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You cut out a piece of me, and now I bleed internally
Left here without you without you
And it hurts for me to think about what life could possibly be like
Without you without you
I can't believe that you wouldn't believe me
Fuck all of your reasons
I lost my shit, you know I didn't mean it
Now I see it, you run and repeat it
And I can't take it back, so in the past is where we'll leave it, huh
So there you go, oh
Can't make a wife out of a ho, oh
I'll never find the words to say I'm sorry
But I'm scared to be alone It's gon' be hard here on my own
And even harder to let you go
I really wish that we could've got this right
So here I go, oh
Can't make a wife out of a ho, oh
I'll never find the words to say I'm sorry
But I'm scared to be alone
You cut out a piece of me, and now I bleed internally
Left here without you, without you
And it hurts for me to think about what life could possibly be like
Without you without you