That night, me and him alone at my house talking a lot of past.
James:" To be honest, I hate you because of what you did to me then I'm started to miss you. You look so mature at that time but now, I'm much bigger and handsome, that's why u don't remember me. I was very short and my face is dirty and full of red spots.
You are the same except that chubby face and upper body"
Me;" ya, ya "
He started to put himself closer to my face and said "Shay, I like you and miss you so much but that day also one of my last days in Inanam, and forced to go to Tuaran. "
my heart started beating so fast and I don't know what happened, suddenly I said " James, can I kiss your cheek?"
James:" yes, sure. "
Both were very shy but the feeling wanna trying something new, made me forgot everything and kissing his left cheek. It was very sweet like strawberry candy and then he kissing me softly. "wao, it's so sweet like strawberry'" that's what I thought when I feel his lips. Do we continue to kiss for like one hour?
And then at midnight, my parents were coming home from my hometown. We just act like normally we do.
Tomorrow morning, he's gotta go home to prepare for school and me? also together with him and go to school and I'm so sleepy. both of us don't sleep that night, not doing anything and his room was next to my room and then he talks to me through the thin wall.
Damn it, what have I done?
He's 13 and I 16, did that make me a pedophile?
On the bus, he's holding my hands and he's also wearing my black sweater because he claims he's so cold, needs my clothes.
"hahaha, of course, honey, it's not even 6 am yet. "
At school, I told Sheila everything and together with her toxic and plastic friend, Ada. She's a bitch and attention seeker.
(can u see I almost vomit)
She thinks that she's pretty, she's indeed pretty but her mouth? She also has a laser and a foul mouth. Always badmouth people and snatch away other boyfriends, especially her friend's man.
I remember what Suzy told me about her ex-boyfriend. She's chased after Ada and confront her. It happened during their second year of high school.
Suzy "why you take my man?"
Ada " he's the one who came to me...." (scared)
Suzy " You lied! he said that you are the one who came to him!"
Suzy let her go and even though they tried to reconcile, it's hard to because Ada kept snatching away everyone's boyfriend and crush.
in short, she ruined everything.
I just know her that month, so I don't know which one is true. Later we talking about that.
Sheila does not surprise enough because she knows he got interested in me.
Ada? "hoho, that day he smiles at me too. wait, isn't his big brother my ex-boyfriend last year?"
* how many guys u date? " that's what I said in my mind.