Cagla: - Gokhan! What are you doing? - I ask very confused
Gokhan: —Nothing, Cagla, nothing. - I was just looking for the bathroom but I couldn't find it.
Cagla: "It's that way ..." I say pointing to the other side of the living room.
Gokhan: —Ah, ok, it doesn't matter anymore she smiled calmly. —Cagla ...
Cagla: -Yes, what happens?
Gokhan: "Could we talk?" Come sit here, I say pointing to the couch.
Cagla: —Sure… but then I'll take Sam and will we go?
Gokhan: Of course. - I smile and look at her sweetly. —Look, I want to tell you this for a long time, basically since I've known you, but I had to wait for you to grow up and all that, you understand?
Cagla: - No, Gokhan I really don't understand. - You explain me?
Gokhan: —Of course… It's half crazy what I'm going to tell you, but it's the most sincere thing I've ever said in my entire life. —Well, look, I'm deeply in love with you Cagla, since I was little you have seemed very beautiful to me, and before you tell me something I want you to know that it is true and I do not want for a bet or anything like that.
Cagla: - Gokhan, you compliment me, but perhaps what you tell me is a lie.
Gokhan: - But it's not like that, I tell you openly, I have been keeping it for a long time. —I give him a small and soft kiss with fear that he will reject me, but it is not like that, since it corresponds to me.
Cagla: —I… —That's when my cell phone rings and from the fright I jump quickly, get up and answer it. -Hello? I say somewhat surprised. "Yes, we'll leave, Asya."
Gokhan: "Tell him not to bother." —I approach Cagla's ear and whisper to her to put on speakerphone and to put her cell phone aside.
He makes a sign to me even though I don't understand her and I only notice how she slowly blushes.
Cagla: —Ok Asya, I have to hang up because I have the open door underneath and Sam is freaking out, I'm afraid that he will escape. But in ten minutes we will be there. He claimed
Gokhan: - Why are you lying? I look at her surprised
Cagla: - Shh. I hang up, turn and look at Gokhan, he looks stupidly sexy and cute.
Gokhan: - Cagla, since when are you a big little liar?
Cagla: - Since I've met you ... "I say, smiling maliciously.
Gokhan: - You know what? I do not care about anything there will be time to talk.
Cagla: -Gokhan, wait ... wait ... I am separated from him.
Gokhan: - What is it? Just let me tell you, I can't wait for anything anymore. "Not now, please."
Cagla: - You're right, I've also waited a lot for you.
Vittorio: —Really? Hearing that, an immense joy invaded my entire body, Cagla reciprocated and I responded to it as well.
Cagla: -Gokhan ... Let's go, Asya and Ariel will kill us. I'll look for Sam and we'll go fast, ok?
Gokhan: - Ok ... but wait ... I forgot something.
Cagla: - Of what?
Gokhan: - Of this. I walk over to her and plant a sweet kiss on her forehead. "We have to talk about this later at home, okay?"
Cagla: —Ok.
Ali: -Gokhan, how much do you think? Don't you see that I'm reading you the new chapter of ZehraAli. Two almost equal paths, but will love or tradition be more? Pay attention to me!!
Gokhan: I'm sorry Ali, I was thinking (Obviously about Cagla and everything that happened with her but I wasn't going to say it for the world.)
Ali: It is time for lunch, I have spent the whole morning with Asya and not with you, I have to go you know brother? See you later.
Gokhan: -Sure, of course .. Goodbye, I go to the bathroom but I hear the sound of the shower so I go down the hall remembering that Mom and Dad went to Grandma's house. Asya is only Cagla so I decide to go in and close the door ...
Cagla: -Gokhan, what are you doing here? And Ali? You know that Asya has just come in to take a shower.
Gokhan: -I know ... I know (I say sniffing very wickedly as I lock the door.
Cagla: -Gokhan, why do you do it? Unlock the door.
Gokhan: -He approaches her and says "there is time, I'll take it off later" and begins to kiss her making small pauses for air.
Cagla: (Gokhan kisses him, while he chuckles)
* The two were so concentrated on kissing that they did not realize that they walked towards the bed, letting Cagla fall on hers. She accidentally touches the abs that hers had on her lower abdomen *
Cagla: -I'm sorry Gokhan, it was not my intention, she stands on the side of the bed and just lowers her head.
Gokhan: -You don't have to ask me for forgiveness little one, calm down and only you can touch me as much as you want and wherever you want (arches an eyebrow and smiles maliciously.)
Cagla: -You are the best, have I already told you?
Gokhan: -No, not really, to tell the truth, it's the first time you've paid me a compliment.
Cagla: -Well, now everything has changed. (She smiled)
Gokhan: -Of course ... Everything changed for the better (She kisses her again, this time for a few more minutes, until she decides to get up and unlock the door.
Cagla: Gokhan, go ... Asya will come.
Gokhan: -It's okay, I'll go look downstairs because I think mom and dad arrived (he kisses her sweetly for the last time, but Cagla stops him.
Gokhan: -What's wrong?
Cagla: -she looks him in the eye directly and then hugs him tightly. (She barely reached his neck height)
Gokhan: -Oh, I can't believe you hugged me when before he made you disgusted to look at me he says laughing while he hugs her even tighter. Goodbye...
Cagla: -Goodbye (smiles)
* Gokhan narrates *
I walk down the hall and notice that Asya is about to get out of the bathroom which I hurry and go down to the living room again to greet Mom and Dad. They are preparing lunch while I am placidly sitting on the couch watching TV. It is difficult to see her, because I cannot stop thinking and remember that I have kissed Cagla. Finally, after so much waiting, the truth was I was very, very afraid that she would reject me, it was the opposite, the truth is that I do not care if she is smaller or I am bigger, nothing is impossible in this life besides the Hope is the last thing that is lost, although the most important thing I already have ... I have her. The truth is that at eighteen I have been with many, many girls with whom I never had anything serious, they did not catch my attention as Cagla does, oh Cagla my little girl from love to hate there is only one step they say as they also say "love conquered hate" Although "hate" is the least I have for Cagla since I met her ... It's all On the contrary, it was difficult to accept it, but as the years went by, Cagla grew and attracted my attention much more, although I still feel a deep fear within me that one day she will reject me or believe that I only joke with her and that I only use her. It's not true, I fell in love with her and it's really true that I know it too re demonstrating little by little slowly without frightening her, I have the whole summer that is, we are on vacation, everything is possible ... After all these thoughts I hear that mom calls for lunch which I go to the kitchen and I find myself surprised that everyone including Cagla, they were already sitting eating and talking about a party at Burcu's house in which Cagla and Asya would obviously go.