What have I done?
Jerlina looked at Jeremy and he looked hurt. And that only made her feel more terrible.
She wasn't in many relationships and this was the first time she broke up from a very serious relationship. And she was already married to Jeremy. Although she didn't want to think of Gerard and has no intention of getting together with him, whenever she thought of her baby, she thinks about Gerard even if it is just for a moment.
Jeremy was equally shocked. He felt like his heart was moved from its axis or as if the reality is shifting. If she said it before she confessed, he wouldn't have minded much but since she said it now, he felt like shit.
Am I not enough? Is my love not enough for her to think of her ex? And she almost died!
But looking at her face that was filled with guilt, he could safely assume that it is not the meaning she intended. There should be more to it.