our eyes wided when he handed me a toy robot . but my mom was so scared enough that she snatch toy from my hands and hug me tight. my uncle just smrink and then pout staring at her. as he leave after few steps he turn to glance at us. and dad trumble down , i was kid enough that i dont understand whole scene but for sure i understand that something was wrong plus i was scared of my uncle cause i saw him abusing his own childrens. kosuke and shimi. SHIMI!...how can i even dare to forget my first love. i was stunned by her at a first union.i must had not take her as granted when we get alone how can i forget that touch of her that beautiful long but still short night of us. that warmth on rainy night. and next day that fight...wish i should have say you good bye. wish should have give you more time but i was not there when i should be i...i regret my love i regret evrything i done i was not good enough. but i was not in mistake of all you were the equal partner, and KOSUKE! AH THAT BOY, he was magic even thought he was boy but my feelings of protected get along well with him only. our nights were brignt but swarrowed with blue atmospare around us, fire between us was same. his eyes were simmering shiny marbles under me picering my soul from body , kosuke we were so alike each other, and then my only friend rochi. huh we went crasy and whild to trouble aroud maybe our yuth is blessing of nightmare,
[FLASHBACK OVER ]
???: OH SO YOU STILL REMEMBER THAT DAYS AND those MEMORYS. or shall i say your memorys are back kosuke.
me: dont even spell my name from your mouth. you dont desurve it.am not kosuke. am wait who am i! ah AHHHHHH MY HEAD ITS PAINING! [i fall down on floor as evrything around me was shaking and bluring moment by moment my hand and heart was trying to reach for help of my past standing next to me. why i was expecting help form this person for me who i try to vanish from my heart and mind. my heart still hold emotions for thid human. my turn heavy and all i saw was that smile for me
???:kosukeand my only friend ri