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Chapter 12 - ARWIN REGRETS

TYLER'S VILLA

Arwin has been sitting on the sofa absentmindedly remembering the events earlier . If it's not because of this , he won't even coming back to this villa .

He never think that the things back then could be true . He only ever brought Elianne to a hospital several times for a full body check-up since she has been saying she lost her child . But all they can get is that she had a so-called major depression after birth until she got hallucinations .

Eleanne begged him to believe her but even if he loved Elianne so much so he could do anything , he cannot believe her blindly without any proof .

Now .. He regretted it . And it was no use anymore to regret . Elianne is not here anymore , his relationship with their only son got estranged because of his grief and he ... suddenly got to know he had a daughter after 19 years not knowing about her .

If it's not because of Ezealle , maybe .. maybe he would still be in his own world without knowing anything ..

The moment Elianne falls into his hand , he believes she is the only reason he could live in this world . The moment Elianne gone forever , he believes that he could die with her , he could accompany her to go to afterlife .

But ... Ezealle is right .

The moment Elianne is gone , it could be said that his other half disappear forever and he thought that his life had no meaning too but he is wrong . He could only see the other half that contains Elianne love , he forgot to turn back to see his other half that remains inside him and that was his children .

He was busy chasing Elianne's shadow that he neglected his own children life that desperately needed him to survive .

He was busy being a husband that he completely forgot that he has another tittle as in father in his life .

What has he done all this time .. ?

The 19 years that his other child being left alone without them , her real family .. ?

What has he done after Eli's death .. ?

He has done nothing ...

Nothing at all !

He was busy weeping and crying begging god to return his lovely wife !

He just turn a blind eye to everything !

To the world !

To his own life !

To the precious gifts that Eli left behind ...

Is this ..... really love , Arwin ... ?

If Eli was here , what would she think of you , Arwin ... ?

You are just a trash that abandon your own child !

He hugged his family photo once again and the tears falls one by one .

He let go of everything and make a solid promise in his heart ..

Arwin Tyler , it's time for you to wake up !