I woke up with a start and looked at the alarm clock on my nightstand and realized it was after seven shit! I fell asleep, got up quickly, and bolted to see Dylan. When I go down I find my son next to Demetrious sitting at the table in the living room eating quietly, my son looks at me before putting some lasagna in his mouth
- I'm sorry I fell asleep
"Calm down, you had to think," Demetrious tells me coldly and frowning.
- Have your uncles left long ago? - I ignore Demetrious and look at Dylan
- Yes mom. He said he was going to call - seat
- Thanks for taking care of Dylan - I look at Demetrious and he studies me carefully
- You do not have to thank - he responds seriously - do you want to join us?
"Thanks" I sit next to Dylan, I take a plate that apparently they brought thinking that I would go down to dinner and they were right, I serve some lasagna, God. I'm lost i love this
I delight in what is on my plate as I feel Demetrious's gaze on me at all times, I know he is measuring my attitude and preparing for another battle, but for today my quota is full So I will not argue with him, after Thinking things through, I decided not to give in. I plan to continue working even in another company, but that independence I will not lose and Demetrious will have to accept it.
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- He already fell asleep - I said going down the stairs, Demetrious was standing in front of the fireplace
- Today he had a lot of fun - he said smiling, but his smile died when he saw my serious expression - this afternoon
"I'm not going to give in Demetrious," I said annoyed sitting on the couch - live with that - I heard his breath signal of frustration
- I want you to be with Dylan and help him adjust - he stood in front of me - that's why I want you to leave work at least for a while; you can also finish your studies and dedicate yourself to what you are really passionate about
- I ... - Shit of course I wanted to finish my design career. It was my world, but I didn't want to give up control of my life — I don't know - Think about it for a minute — he looked frustrated, damn it! What choice did I have?
—But only for a while Demetrious, and only that - I resigned, getting up from the sofa - now if you don't mind, I need to rest
He approached me, took me by the neck and together his lips with mine, I stayed in schok for a moment, but I did not move away from him, maybe he was stupid but he still loved Demetrious and although I knew that he did not feel it. Same as me and that I had said that there would be no intimacy between the two, every time this man kisses me it disarms me. I ran my hands down his back and I couldn't help moaning with pleasure when I felt his hand squeezing my butt, he removed his hand from my neck to take my legs and wrap them around him and separated me from him and asked my permission silently, I knew it was crazy , but I wanted it now.
I nodded and he began to walk with me in his arms and go up to my room where upon entering the hill and sat on the bed with me on his lap where he kissed me again, his hands removed my shirt exposing my white lace bra, I felt His hands go through my body desperately, Demetrious reversed the positions leaving him under his body and I saw how his shirt disappeared exposing his worked torso, I couldn't help but run my hands over his slightly tanned skin, he got rid of his jeans, leaving a few White briefs revealing his worked and firm legs, he was quite a sight, that made me feel insecure since my body was not the same since Dylan's pregnancy. In the blink of an eye I was only in panties, his gaze locked onto me and I felt a chill when his mouth took one of my nipples and sucked it
"Shit" I gasped and felt his smile against my skin, I was aware that he knew how to take me to ecstasy typically, I pulled his face and kissed him as always when we made love and that made him more desperate, I could feel his erection in my belly.
- Nobody makes you feel what I cause you Brie - he said separating while kissing my neck - no other lover after me will be able to satisfy you
My mind went to schok before processing what he wanted to say, and my excitement went to hell, I pushed him and sat on the bed looking for the robe I had near my bed, I looked at Demetrious's face and he looked confused
- Who do you think you are to say something like that? - I said upset
- Come on Brianna - she sat on the bed - it's been a long time and I know that maybe you've had your adventures, I just hope that once we are married it's just you and me, I won't accept a third
- Fuck you! - I said in a low voice so that Dylan would not hear the discussion - I am a decent woman, who is not fucking any man who stands in front of her - I look at him angrily - is more; I think I should ask for an exam that you are clean since your medical record leaves you wondering. ”Demetrious got up angrily and began to dress.
- You're being ridiculous - he said through gritted teeth
- I'm just saying what I feel - I answered - besides, you want exclusivity from me, what about you - he put on his shirt and buttoned his jeans and looked at me contemptuously - you're a wretch, jerk. Get out of my house
- It's okay. I'm leaving, but let me inform you that we got married on the weekend and don't go to the office as I don't need your presence - I looked at him incredulously
- Like we got married this weekend! - shout - are you crazy?
- I already have everything arranged, on Saturday we got married and do not worry, I already spoke with your brother so that he is present
- You are insane - I said breathing with difficulty
- Tomorrow someone who hired to help you with Dylan's dress and clothes will come to see you - she said putting on her boots
- I myself will choose what I will wear for the big day - I said sarcastically - and you can send what you want to Dylan, but I will take care of my appearance
"Okay," he said, not very sure, "it's a civil wedding," he informed me.
- I didn't expect more. Believe me - I said arching my eyebrow and I saw frustration on his face
- I will send you all the information about the place - he said walking to the door
- Good - I laughed without heart - I see that I just go and sign the damn paper. But you know it's better because this is a sham - I said ignoring his hint to protest I turned around and walked to the bathroom - and close the front door before leaving - I said without looking at him and slamming the bathroom door.
I don't know how long I was in the bathtub, but when I got out my skin was wrinkled, and my eyes felt heavy from how swollen they were from crying. Damn you, Demetrious, I could still feel his hands and his mouth running over my body and I hated myself for being so weak for that man, but if he thought he was going to do whatever he wanted with me, he was far from reality, and he would start with my wedding dress. It would show her that you disagreed with that wedding.
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During the free time before the wedding I looked for the perfect dress and although my sister-in-law was not sure about my choice I respect her and also had fun imagining Demetrious's face, the day before the marriage a woman named Thalía had come who was a dressmaker and He brought me a Dylan size suit for the wedding. I also received that same day some results from a laboratory that surprised me since they were from Demetrious, I felt bad because what I said I did at the moment of rage, because insinuating that I was with others upset and hurt me because I thought he knew me Besides, the only man I have been with is him since after the birth I dedicated myself to my son a thousand percent and put aside my social life. On the wedding day I got up early to try to relax, I walked around the house and walked every inch of it, I felt sad because this is where Dylan had grown up and had been happy until now, Demetrious had told me yesterday in a short cold phone call that I had to pack my luggage and Dylan's because we would live in his house and that his parents could not attend since they could not travel because Demetrious's parents were traveling and I did not notify them in advance, so we would be a friend of the next to his wife, my brother, my sister-in-law and the children.
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At midmorning my brother and his beautiful family arrived. And I am relieved a bit since Dylan was excited about the ceremony and kept jumping, so my brother took my son to the room to dress him and I locked myself in my room with my sister-in-law who looked beautiful in her dress Red tight to her body some heart-stopping heels and her flowing hair. He helped me to comb my hair and I did a gathering in my hair and I did a little makeup, I did not feel the feeling of happiness for getting married. It was true that I loved Demetrious, but he didn't love me, but I repeated to myself a thousand times that I was lying to him for not losing Dylan.
Once ready I went to the bathroom and changed and when I put it on I felt strange, I did not feel like a girlfriend, but I smiled at my reflection in the mirror. When I imagined the reaction of my future husband when he saw me arrive, I put on perfume and left the bathroom so that Sofia would see me ready and when she did, she did not seem convinced
- This is crazy-loud sighing said that dress is not suitable for a wedding he said looking for something among his thing s Well, maybe for a guest, but not for the bride
- This is what I'll take - ignore his words
- Demetrious will be angry - she said thoughtfully
"It's what I'm looking for," I said, leaving the room.