"I'll end up fucking you… hard. That's the answer, silly."
I thought about his words last night, puzzled by what he truly meant.
After Samael dropped those words, he broke the foreign atmosphere building up between us and told me he would take a walk and come back later.
He left without looking back and I hoped he wouldn't return.
And he actually didn't!
At first, it relieved me because I could rest peacefully without him around. I hadn't slept for a whole day and my body craved rest.
However, even without him around, I wasn't able to sleep properly. In the end, I spent another night contemplating my life. Now that it was time for work again, I just couldn't concentrate.
When Samael, the Duke, came into my life, I felt like I had to constantly look over my shoulders. Not to mention, he introduced these foreign emotions that I had never experienced before. Also, speaking vulgar words that I've heard in the past.
