I let out a shallow breath as I recalled that conversation with Sam regarding our first son, Rufus. That made me recall I received a letter from Rufus, but because we had a picnic, I didn't get the chance to read it. Well, I could read them later and reply.
I continued to skim through Sam's journal and found some interesting articles regarding Sam's experience on the mainland. I chuckled as I didn't know my husband's mind was this silly. No wonder he didn't want me to read them, as it would expose how dirty his mind was.
"Is it normal to write an entire page of insult?" I murmured, shaking my head as Sam wrote an entire page of insult about someone and called it a list of why he needed to choose peace over violence. The person he just insulted was already "this pathetic" as what was written, and ending that unfortunate life was disheartening and a waste of energy and time.
