After the long day I was with various emotions like confused, happy, sad,anticipated, surprised , also in disgust . But I think there may be so many people came up in this situation may be I should think more without jumping into conclusions. My best strength is that my friends, They will support me in all the situations . Next day I woke up early in the morning and take out my roller skates,but why? I don't know. But my conscience says that it will help me to overcome my situation. Because whenever I went to the park early morning with my roller skates I see inspiration everywhere . I just put on my roller skates and went to the park . And I saw various kinds of people who are working hard , some are trying to workhard and some are eventually wasting their time and mainly the way they do in various types gives me encouragement ,this idea always helps me to overcome every situation. I was thinking very deep . In a sudden someone bumped into me, ufff!! I know who it is, John . I shouted ,John! why again? He said, because, it's funny . I sighed ufff!!it's not funny at all. And I asked him what are you doing here ? He told me I am an athlete I should do some exercise daily . Otherwise ,I will be knock off , hahahaha.
I said okay . That's it! He exclaimed. Then he asked me what are you thinking early morning ? Don't you wanna give some rest to your brain ? I too wanna give some rest to it , but I was unable to do that . He told me that, wanna race?? this time I will definitely win the race , do you wanna challenge this time . He managed to rise my ego, so that's it my all thoughts vanished for a while and we started the race . But I lost the game, may be I didn't pay much attention to it , or maybe because of my restlessness . I gave myself so many reasons . John was enjoying his victory . I told him it's not a victory at all ,victory means winning a championship , this time I am little bit tired soo that's why I lost otherwise it'll be me the winner . He laughed so hard, but I don't know why . I asked him what's the reason for your laugh , am I looking like a joker or what . I was so angry for the first time . He thought because of losing to him, I was angry . But that's not the reason it's because I am soo in frustration, because of everything happened in my life . I tried to explain this to him . But if I say all this things he will be worried , so I stood silent . He went to the nearby coffee shop and bought 2 cups of coffee. He knows me the best , I was really in bad mood , coffee is always my mood changer . I enjoyed my coffee and went back to dorm.
I just rolled up my sleeves and went to college . As soon as I arrived at the college my HOD called me to the department . After listening to this somewhat I was like now what ?? He asked me ,Have you decided? I was like about what ? He said about your course also he said that make a decision fast or else you can't have a chance to change your course . I asked him sir , do you really want me change my course ? He said At first I really don't want to loose such a talent in you ,but now yes, beacuse I already saw your application form ,which you submitted to the dance department before joining the arts group. I was really awestruck at that moment . He also instructed me that ,but you should attend the exam and should definitely pass with max points, so I can make sure you to change the course ,I now you can make it but this is my responsibility to tell you . I am in so confused state ,more than that I am in delusion . How come he know about this ? Ohh noo , I think vice president also know about my application so he came to me to ask about change in course . Maybe vice president told him about my application , hmm , I know they are close enough to share all this things , but they always acts as rivals infront of us . With all my conclusions I made a big sigh and told him I will decide as soon as possible(ASAP) sir .
After our talk, I went to my class and started to think about my future , the course ofcourse and also about the two handsome's . But firstly I want to clear my mind and make a decision about my course. At lunch I went to cafeteria as usual John and Su are waiting for me and also Alvis too came to have lunch with us . I asked him why are you here? He said we all want to tell you something so we gathered here for you . I was in shock and I asked them what are you up to? They said we want to give you strength to cross this stage and also we support you in every aspect you go through . Su gave me so many reasons to join in dance course and john too gave me support to join in dance but he also asked me to join in skating . I was like not again ? Don't make me to think more!! He said your wish I just got it in my mind . Alvis told me a quote which changed my mind in fraction of seconds and I made a decision to join in the dance department . He told me that DANCE IS THE HIDDEN LANGUAGE OF SOUL AND IF YOU CAN'T EXPRESS YOUR FEELING YOU CAN EXPRESS IT WITH DANCE . And he also told me that I saw so many feelings when you dance . But it's not a happy one but a different one . Although it's a different one you are trying to express it . So , I will definitely tell you to join in dance department.while he was talking to me I was starring him . He asked me why are you starring me am I looking too good today. I said nothing . John was feeling so jealous by looking at us , but I ignored him and I thought of what Alvis said for a second. Maybe he is right about me, deep in my heart I feel the same . But I joined in arts because of my parents ,frankly speaking I don't like arts I am not feeling it , even I am not willing to enjoy it . So, that's it I made a decision . Sometimes ,there is no time for making decisions ,sometimes it takes more than a life time to make a decision , but in my situation it happened in a fraction of seconds . It's my first time to make a decision this fast . I always drowned in thoughts before making a decision . But this time with just some few words and with a great support I made the decision .Su asked me what about your parents ? Are you willing to do this?with these questions I was again in delusion . Again I started to think about it . I strained my brain tooo much this time . May be everytime . Hahaha , how come I Joke in this tough situation. I told her I will definitely come up with a solution ,but first I really want to change my course now otherwise I will not have a chance afterwards.
After my lunch with them, I went to my department . I received a parcel from my hometown . I was too curious and I opened it with excitement first, there is a note it's from my parents ,it says that they are missing me so much and it states that they all are hale and hearty . They also told me that they have already purchased a land to built an art emporium . By reading this my heart started to pain my parents are believing me so much . I feel that I am betraying them . But deep down in my heart I feel my choice is the right way for me . Without our wish , we can't do it anything . If you trust in something and you will succeed in what you believe, not what others say.
I believe in my self so I really want to step in, this time .
I went to dance department but there is no one in the department . So, I went to the classroom but I still couldn't find anyone . I went back with a delusion . And I went back to my classroom everyone was in hurry ,really really hurry . But I don't know why ? Shira told me to go to the department . I also want to go to the department to tell my HOD about my decision . Soon I went into the department he too was in a rush . I wonder why ? He said our director has announced me about a feast that is to happen in a few days which every department should participate and there will be a winner too. I was soo surprised by listening to this . I wonder why there is a sudden feast . He also told me that this is your last feast with our arts department so make sure you do your best . I said I am going to tell you about this sir , he said I know what you gonna tell me I will definitely encourage you all time , whatever your group may be I will definitely support you . I said thank you ,sir for encouraging me in all my steps.
I went to my classroom all are in delusion of what to do . I told them why not we put an arts exhibition ,it will show our talent and also it portraits our department beauty . But some of them told that everyone are doing a different theme rather than their usual course . If we do the same what we do in our department may get them the idea that we don't know nothing . But I told them that this is not the place to show an individual talent but a place to show unity and the strength of our department, I guess my idea is not bad and everyone are willing so it's better to try my idea rather than a new one I said . OMG !!is this me ,how could I talk like that , it's a wonder to me that I spoke without fear, wowww!! I can't imagine that it's me , I stood very strong . What a change dove, what a change, I should keep it up , I encouraged myself . Meanwhile all accepted my idea . But some of them didn't accept it. But our HOD accepted my idea . Now here comes the bigger problem raised by my fellow mate. He asked us, idea is okay, but what theme should we draw? Everyone was again in a dilemma of what to draw. We think for a moment and I said why don't we draw about customs of various departments . Everyone said that it's a good idea. As usual some of them are against me . I shouted at them what's your problem ? Are you having problem with me or problem with the theme that I told ? This is my first time to raise my voice on others ,usually I always think before I talk but for today I was really surprised by seeing my behaviour . I realise that I was with full anger more than anger I was frustrated . But I like my anger for the first time because it is showing up my leadership quality and also my ability to show my courage.
We told our idea to our HOD he immediately accepted the idea we then started to share our work . Everyone had choosen a department to collect the data . My bad luck is that the roller skating and the dance department are remaining I should choose among them . God please help me ! I was so in a dilemma, then came my trouble maker not only a trouble maker but also a bestie , you know who ?? John . He told me that he want some help ? I asked him what? He looked around everyone are gossiping about our theme . He asked me what are you guys doing for feast ? Shira told him everything . He then exclaimed I will help you dove , if you help me ? I said what do you want ?
He stood silent for a second and asked me I ...I .. I.. I exclaimed what I.. I.. I .. tell me, don't feel shy . He then stood silent for a moment and told me that I want to learn dance from you , my friends booked me and gave my name in dance competition and I really don't want to loose to Princy as she is my competitor ,please help me dove .you are the only one who can compete with such a talent, with you on my side I dare to participate in the competition and you know that I can learn anything very fast and I know some dance too. I told him I know, you already told me, the first time when I have a competition with princy you told me that you can help me . I thought it for a second that, if I take dance as my theme there will be no other chance to show my interest in roller skates as I am already changing my course there will be a lot of chances to showcase the beauty of dance department . But this is my only chance to show the real beauty of roller skates . I accepted his proposal .
Everyone of us started to work on our themes . I went with John to his department . But there are only men but the coach is a women . In my heart I really appreciate her courage for giving coaching to a men's group . Our society makes us think that men are far superior than women . And women can never compete with men and can't maintain the same strength . I too always think that why men are more stronger than women ? so, I decided to always compete with men to prove that women can also be as strong as men. This is a great chance for me to tell the people that women do much better than men mainly in roller skates . Because when I won against John the people who came to watch our competition made fun of me . I really want to show them that women are much better than man ofcourse by my art .
WOMEN ARE FAR SUPERIOR AND ALWAYS HAVE BEEN . SHE WAS FIERCE,AND STRONG ,AND FULL OF FIRE , HER PASSION ALWAYS BURNED MORE BRIGHTER THAN HER FEAR .
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