Tempted, you know
Apologies are never gonna fix this
I'm empty, I know
Promises are broken like the stitches
— Harry Styles, Woman
T Y L E R
I was half-sober when I realized what just happened and how we fell apart.
Stupid! Stupid! Stupid! If I could kick myself, I would. Why did I say all of those horrible things to her? I was drunk and in a bad mood, yet still, that didn't justify my action. What I've said was unforgivable.
As I paced around and about, trying to clear my head while waiting for her to come home, I subsequently checked my phone. I recalled seeing her grabbed her phone and wallet before leaving. Although it was unlikely she would send me a text, let alone call me, I kept my phone on hand just in case.