I was not allowed to see her in the hospital for months on end and I was getting to the point where I was forgetting what she looks like if it weren't for her password that you let me kill you I would've forgotten what she look like. She ended up having to stay in there for a few months and I couldn't wait to be with her i waited steadfastly. But soon even my loyalty when to zero, I still wore her ring in the hopes she was alive and seeking help. I was dealing with dark thoughts of not being able to be with her ever again. I too wanted to kill myself. I then tried to snap out of it and put myself out there on POF again. it was painful making that profile again and being in my apartment. I went to work glowered at everyone and then said I had to take a break.
I was was on plenty of fish trying to find a woman that I would spend the rest of my life with. I was licking to find a beautiful goth girl named Elvira who wanted to know more about me. I said much of my past and present and what we had in common the band NOFX. We too fell in love. Soon I locked the ring and Fatima's passport way.....hoping that she was discharged and moving on.
Elvira was not as much of a misfit or as understanding of my job. She was on of those first world people that took everything for granted. But it was too late was committed to this bitch.
When she kissed or touched me my skin crawled. There was no loving. I was turning into a hopeless romantic not even remembering what she even looked like. It was when I saw an email from Anniejones@ gmail ... that I thought the name sounded familiar. There was a picture attached I looked at it and saw that she had some tattoos on her wrists and throat to cover her deeds. Others it was was the same sad girl that I fall in love with first. She said she want to meet me at the airport hotel where we had a love nest.
The email said that she was finally winning her battle with PTSD but was still not out of the woods.
It said at the endow the email "for ever yours lovingly Fatima"
That's when I remember this exact nerdy creepy girl. I then took my shit and the box with her engagement ring and her passport, to Elvira to go fuck herself and that the nameless Saudi was back. That was the last I saw of the apartments as I took everything of value and waited in my usual hotel room for my love.
I was reading the world's most dangerous places by Robert young pelton when I hear the familiar sound of a door open and close. She really didn't change except for the ink. She was still curvy, Percy and nerdy with typical nerd glasses.
"Hiiiii"
I looked at the once again shy girl "as salaam aliekum habibi" I said
She walked over to e me and started to kiss me. She obviously had their numbers 9/11 tattooed in lovely calligraphy English on that the left wrist with flowers, the same with flight 752 the flight that went down in Iran a year ago. She event had the twin towers on her throat tattooed elegantly.
"I see you are still committed to me," she said. She held my left hand kissed it and to kiss me.
I put down the book and she shyly and deeply kissed me.... it didn't take long for her to make love to me again. After she said she never meant to kill herself or get attention, she was in a very bad place because of her traumatic childhood.
"That being said Elena I want to join CATSA and make good sure that nothing happens like that to any one terrorism related.
I told her that she had to pass tests.
"Do you still want to marry me, habibi."
"Yes Fatima" I said and told her to get another passport that she would need a valid one for her application.
That day day we made love like as we first met and fell in love. I was tender with my touch and kisses. It didn't take long for her to go from 0 to naughty in ten seconds. She wanted me of my love.
"Elena habibi," she said. "Whisper sweet and naughty things to me"
Sure I said. She went to stand up she was in a strapless bra and panties and told me to her frisk her and make lover inch by inch the same i frisked her.
I gave the pad to her as I felt way I kissed her skin and then got up and kissed her sweetly.
"Elena Faisal" she giggled as we kissed.
"Mmmmm, Fatima Faisal," I moaned as we shared a deep kiss. She tackled me on to the bed, taking off her under clothes she sat on me and then kissed me three times deeply.
I slipped my clothes of and started to make love to her.
We then lied side by side holding hands told her that I made supervisor and that she was welcome in my airport. She turned her head and said that she loved, and when was to started training. We shared a kiss. I ran my fingers through her never ending silky dark hair.
She the next day handed me her application and passport. I told her she needed now interviews as we knew each other. I thank to her into secondary to make love to her with the wand.
Will she was rolling her hips, she trapped me by the scruff of neck said that my piercing when she made out with me. We still madly In love. I dare not to tell her about Elvira.
This love we had was pure and true. I didn't want to ruin it again.