You might not believe , but it sometimes becomes believable
I had lost everything
I wish to suicide
a bad student from a good student, an irresponsible girl. I always feel so hopeless, i can't fulfill my parents wishes,
they used to believe that, i will outshine themselves, by hard study, become a model student, just like them
but it didn't become true.
Many people might think, why a teen should worry this much?
But my only wish to do a good result in the exam, and be selected for that subject.Becoming a girl who can be responsible for being her family the elder daughter.
But it didn't happens, because of my less study, failed on that subject
I can' make my parents to see that result
i felt like the world is becoming so dark, now i can't become doctors like my parents, or fulfill the wish of my family . There was only one think that i can do ,
That is suicide.
But i don' want to lose the hope of my family
And i don' t want to die
what should i do?
It's all happening because of my laziness, i wasted time to time
I want to go back to past
but i can't
can anyone help me
when i was feeling deepressed , nobody came to me,