* Good luck girl *
I finished the practice and went home with my friends. I felt happy to be able to dance and for everyone to see it, I really felt complete even though the idea of my parents did not stop spinning in my head.
Why? why did they want me to be nice to a guy like that who looked bad at smart boys at school who looked bad at cheerleaders and above all who treated teachers badly was a horrible person
"Girls I have something to tell you" —I said looking at my friends—
"What's up Nikol" —Said Laura—
"You already know Hunter Dubois right?" I said looking at them
"If he's made a hottie" —Said Lilia—
"What do you say is an egocentric, cold and despotic shocks me"
I said looking at them and remembering how it had been completed at lunch
"Well let's see what happens to him" —Said Laura—
"My parents, They want me to help Hunter be a 'better person' but it's impossible" —I said annoyed—
"Why do you say it, everyone can change that you say"
If really that was my motto but come on I could change someone like Hunter Dubois that would be impossible I had never tried
They confused me more instead of helping me but really.
I was able to change my cousin and why couldn't I change Hunter or at least I could talk to him right? What can happen
"I will do my best but I do not promise anything"
I said looking at them and we went down for a snack to go to the pool
Hunter
It was hard to remember the love of my life, I really felt screwed my princess had died in a car accident I still remember that day.
She was leaving her last resital of her I was waiting for her as always in our secret place, Just because her father did not accept me I was two years older than her and only because of that they did not.
She was excited and I might as well see each other again after two long weeks but she didn't show up, she just didn't show up it was something weird really a bit ironic I thought she had stood me up.
But it was not like that it was not like that she she died in a traffic accident I did not find out if not a week later and how in the worst way her parents were leaving her house and I dared to stand in front of them .
I still remember my words
I REMEMBER
"Where is Denisse"
"That doesn't matter to you, stop looking for her" -Says her father -
"She doesn't understand, I love her, please, where I'm sending her" —I said annoyed—
"She died because of you son of a bitch" - Shouted her mother and my world was paralyzed -
END OF MEMORY
From that moment my world fell apart I felt incomplete and when my parents found out they just smiled and said life goes on, It was something ironic I cried every night after I changed my crying for alcohol and there I stagnant it made me cold, life no longer it made sense to me.
The only one that I hugged or had affected was my sister, only her I really felt so shitty and if it was my fault losing her my damn fault!
NIKOL
I spent a nice afternoon with my friends but I needed to see Hunter to be able to talk or at least get closer to him for something, doesn't it start?
I left the house and went to theirs I was close I just hoped it was outside like last night I was standing near the garage.
I had no luck seeing him, I got closer and closer until I saw him, he was behind the tree and he was indeed smoking.
"Hunter, can we talk?"
"What do you want, girl? Better go," said the very cold one.
"Come on Hunter I just want to talk"
"But I don't want to" - Said he -
"Well then don't talk to me and just listen"
I took a breath before starting to tell about my cousin
"I had a cousin named Tyler, he was really very rebellious, he was cold and arrogant, why? Well, my uncle died and they left him in charge of my father and mother, we were a complete family, you never had brothers so he was different with me. You know he was tender and affectionate, but with others he was rebellious and cold he did not respect the rules.
The majeba motorcycle, like you, taught me to drive it and I learned quickly, little by little, it changed —I said, my voice already cut off— He began to overcome the death of his parents and began to laugh, to live he and I did everything together, many said that we looked like a couple we just laughed.
One night he went out to the races it was his custom and we could never deny it so that day I decided to go with him, We went and he happened one and he won as always was the best - I said trying to wipe the tears with my sweatshirt - I spend a fourth Once, but they cheated, he wanted to control the motorcycle but it was not possible. He hit hard and was not wearing the helmet so when he fell off the motorcycle and hit his head, he died instantly.
I was completely destroyed by Tyler's death, I was in depression for months and I hurt myself - I said pulling up my sweatshirt and cleaning my hand with water, there were those scars, he looked at them surprised - Depression makes you a cold person and despises I know why I was"
"I didn't know it but only a fool would get hurt like that" —He said and I looked at him incredulously—
"Hunter I just want to help you, we could be friends and ..."
"Help me? Haha girl no one can do it"
"Oh Hunter don't be fucking with me let me try"
"Well good luck girl"
He said I was going and I just pouted and went home.
Tomorrow I will start with this I hope I do not die trying.
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